Billie Joe on the cover of Rolling Stone "The Road Back From Hell"

[joeysturkeyhead]

If you look watch a lot of the vids from Irving Plaza and iHeart, you'll notice that Tré is rarely smiling in any of them. He constantly looks worried, and isn't making his usual faces and stuff.

I've also thought about that! Just because a person jokes a lot it doesn't mean you should take that person less seriously.

[Harry Potter.]

This is my thought, Billie said as soon as they landed in Las Vegas he was pissed off. Why did he play the iHeart festival if he wasn't feeling it. He even said "Why are we even here?" I guess he didn't want to piss of fans but look who else was there. I think most of the people in that audience weren't there for Green Day so if they had cancelled I don't think many of those people would have cared.

Well, he wasn't really "sane" after all was he?

[LazyPhil]

Sorry it took so long, my fingers went numb part way through Sorry if there are any spelling mistakes or anything, wanted to get it finished as quick as I could for you guys.

…Armstrong says, dropping onto a couch at Green Day’s studio in the Jingletown section of Oakland. “I never want to be the kind of guy who talks about addiction. The last thing I want is sympathy from anybody. I don’t want a pity party.”

Armstrong, Green Day’s singer-guitarist and driving songwriter, is starting a second day of intense, candid talk about the past six months of his life; his violent meltdown during Green Day’s set at the I Heart Radio Music Festival in Las Vegas last September; his trip to rehab for alcoholism and addiction to prescription medications; a cancelled tour and the disastrous effect on sales of Green Day’s three new albums, Uno!, Dos! And Tre!; and the severe testing of his lifelong friendships with bassist Mike Dirnt and drummer Tre Cool.

“I have not revisited this at all,” Armstrong admits, pulling chunks from a muffin for lunch. There are frequent thoughtful pauses in the conversation, as if he is still feeling his way out of trouble. There is also a healthy impatience in his voice as he reflects on his ordeal, the effect on his family – his wife, Adrienne, and their teenage sons, Joseph and Jakob – and his immediate future. Green Day are back on the road in March, playing North American arenas, European stadiums and festivals into midsummer.

“After our first interview, I was like, ‘We talked so much about addiction’,” Armstrong says. “I’m fucking bigger than this thing, better than this shit. This is an incident. It happened. The rest is history. I have so many important things to do. I have my family to take care of. I have my band. I’m a crazy-idea person. I always will be. And that will overshadow anything with my addiction problems.”

Sporting a pork pie hat, tight black jeans slightly torn at the knee and coal-black eyeliner, Armstrong, who turned 41 on February 17^th, still looks and fidgets in his seat like a punk-rock kid, the furious, articulate imp behind Green Day’s biggest albums: their 1994 breakthrough, Dookie, and the operatic 2004 grenade, American Idiot. But the Armstrong who turned up in Las Vegas on September 21^st for the I heart Radio concert – part of an

international touring-and-promo blitz for Green Days new records – was a mess: taking a runaway combination or pills or anxiety and insomnia, compounded by a long history of heavy drinking.

Backstage before Green Days set, “I took him aside,” Dirnt recalls, “and told him, ‘Dude, you’ve got to fucking lay off the sauce.’ And the minute I walked onstage, I thought, ‘This is not gonna be good.’ We’re known as a pretty tight band. He couldn’t play guitar.” Instead, Armstrong smashed his instrument, after a profanity-laden diatribe against the event (promoted by Clear Channel) and the short set time. On September 24^th, Armstrong entered a monthlong outpatient rehab program.

“A lot of this stuff dates back to [2009’s] 21^st Century Breakdown,” Armstrong confesses. “There were meltdowns on that tour were huge,” At a 2010 show in Peru, during an anti-technology rant, Armstrong shouted, ‘I can’t wait for Steve Jobs to die of fucking cancer.” Jobs died a year later. “It was a really stupid thing,” Armstrong says, cringing. “A lot of that shit was going on.”

During his rehab, Armstrong has only what he calls ‘semicontact’ with Dirnt and Cool.

“I wrote him and Adrienne a few letters explaining how I felt, how I was concerned and proud of him,” says Dirnt, 40. Sometime later, as Armstrong relates in this interview, the two friends – who have been playing music together since they were 12 – unexpectedly ran into each other, over coffee, in Oakland. “Billie apologized to me from the bottom of his heart,” Dirnt says, “It was just two old friend on a park bench. I hope to be on a park bench with him when I’m old, feeding fucking birds and having conversations.”

Armstrong characterises his regimen of recovery as “medication through prayer,” combined with meetings and common sense about limits. “We’re going into this tour and making sure we do everything we can where everybody feels healthy, safe and happy,” he says. “We’ll see what happens after that.” He has started writing new music and mentions two impending milestones in 2014: the 10^th and 20^th anniversaries, respectively, of American Idiot and Dookie, “There’s that to think about,” he notes, laughing.

At the end of our second session, I ask Armstrong if he owes one more apology: to the Green Day fans who saw or read about his blowout in Las Vegas, “I let them down,” he responds bluntly. “The thing in Vegas – some people love it, some people hate it. I know I’m not gonna relive that. That’s a side of me I don’t want my fans to ever see again.”

“I want to put on good shows,” he declares, “I want to be reliable. And we plan on being reliable.”

When we met last June, during the mixing for the new albums, you seemed normal to me – excited and energetic. How did you really feel?

“I was pretty happy, to be honest. That was one of the best times we ever had making a record. It was a big, fun project with a lot of camaraderie. Then right after we mixed the records, I found out my aunt passed away. I had to go back home. I helped my cousin pay for the funeral. My aunt – my moms sister – was a big presence in my family. That hit me pretty hard.”

“Then I started getting overwhelmed. We were doing press every day. There was the tour. We were thinking of another tour after that, then another tour after that. I was overbooked and exhausted. I thought, ‘My god, I feel like this, and the [first] record hasn’t even come out yet’.”

What drugs were you taking?

“I don’t want to say. They were prescription – for anxiety and sleep. I started combining them to the point where I didn’t know what I was taking during the day and what I was taking at night. It was just this routine., My backpack sounded like a giant baby rattle [from all the vials inside].”

How much were you drinking? What’s your idea of heavy?

“Some people can go out, have a couple of drinks, and they can take it or leave it. I couldn’t predict where I was going to end up at the end of the night. I’d was up in a strange house on a couch. I wouldn’t remember [how]. It was a complete blackout.

I’ve been trying to get sober since 1997, right around Nimrod. But I didn’t want to be in any programs. Sometimes, being a drunk, you think you can take on the whole world by yourself. This was the last straw. I had no choices anymore.”

Drinking was a big part of Green Day’s original imagine – three guys making great punk records around a few bottles and a six-pack.

“Or smoking. We were total potheads – hence [the name] Green Day. We’ve always been drinkers. Our favourite bands were drinkers. Growing up around [the nonprofit no-alcohol Berkeley club] Gilman Street, we drank behind the bushes until we were old enough to get into bars.

“I played onstage loaded a lot. I’d have anywhere from two to fix beers and a couple of shots before I went onstage, then go and play the gig and drink for the rest of the evening on the bus. Fall asleep, wake up the next day, feel like shit, do sound-check… It was over and over again. In that way, I was a functioning alcoholic.”

Were there any warning signs on the way to Las Vegas?

“It’s funny, because there was an incident in England. We were playing some shows in Europe. I was at my pill-taking height at that time, medicating the shit out of myself because I couldn’t sleep. We went to Japan, we went to England, we were zig-zagging everywhere.

“One night, I called a friend of mine who was in the hotel room next door. I said, ‘Come over, have some coffee.’ It’s 7a.m. I’m like, ‘I just took all of this stuff, I can’t sleep.” It was all normal talk, like how we’re talking now. Afterward, I’m sitting in my room, and I get a text from my manager, ‘Come on down, we have to talk about the Reading Festival’.

“I went down there, he was sitting there, and he goes, ‘We’re getting on a plane. We’re cancelling the rest of this tour, and you’re going to rehab.’ I was like, ‘What? What the fuck are you talking about? I’m not going to do that”.

“We talked about it later. We got to this theatre gig we were playing in London. I said, ‘I don’t want to cancel these gigs. It just can’t happen. Tell you what. As soon as we get home, when we’re done with the press and this stuff, after I Heart Radio, the week following I’ll go to rehab. But I can’t cancel any of this shit now’.

“It turns out I was a week ahead of schedule.”

A week before the Las Vegas incident, I saw Green Day at Irving Plaza in New York. It was a great gig – 40 songs over nearly three hours. You also looked like you were dancing on the edge of control. You were drinking a lot, and I remember thinking, ‘ He could easily lose it here’.

“It was the New York jitters. I threw back four or five beers before we went on and probably had four or five beers when we played. Then I drank my body weight in alcohol after that. I ended up hungover on the West Side Highway, laying in a little park.

“There are a lot of gigs where I definitely walk that line between what is control and what isn’t. I lie the feeling, like you’re walking on air. It’s like flight – and danger. But that show was also the 30^th anniversary of my fathers death. [Andrew Armstrong died of cancer in 1982, when Billie Joe was 10.] That was weighing on me. We finished that set with “Wake Me Up When September Ends” [Written about his father]. It was a pretty heavy night.

In Las Vegas, though, you completely lost control.

“As soon as I landed in Las Vegas, I was in a bad mood. To be honest, a lot of it was trying to come up with a set list. I know I should have thought of it like a TV show, not a convert. I was thinking, ‘How can I bring that mentality, that spirituality, of Irving Plaza to playing after Usher?’ And I couldn’t. I’d say to Adrienne, ‘What do you think of this set list?’ Then I’d text Mike: ‘What do you think of this?’ I remember this feeling of ‘What the fuck am I doing here?’

“I got really pissed off. I went to this place where [guitarist] Jason White was having lunch and a glass of wine. I’m trying not to drink. But I was already filled up with lots of drugs. I go, ‘I think I’m going to have some wine.’ And at some point during that time, I was just [snaps his fingers] gone. I blacked out.

“I remember tiny things – getting to the venue, being backstage, trying to shake the buzz off. I remember seeing the 15 minute sign clicking down – click, click, click. Then I went out and got hammered the rest of the night. The next morning. I woke up. I ask Adrienne, ‘How bad was it?’ She said, ‘’It’s bad.’ I called my manager. He said, ‘You’re getting on a plane, going back to Oakland and going into rehab immediately’. I said, ‘All right’.”

How long did you think you were supposed to play?

“I heard 15 minutes. Adrienne seemed to think it was a half-hour. We usually play for two and a half, three hours. I barely break a swear in 15 minutes. I should have just played a few songs and been done with it.

“My sister Anna was watching [on the internet]. She called my other sister and mother, who were there. She was like, ‘What’s going on?’ My mother said, ‘He’s drunk!’ [Laughs sheepishly]”

Do you have any memory of what you did or said onstage?

“No. People will remind me a little bit. Or I’ll see a photograph. And it makes me so sick. What I said or did – that’s not what really bothers me. It’s the fact that it wasn’t me. I’m not that person. I don’t want to be like that.

“I’m a blackout drinker. That’s basically what happened. Sometimes people will talk about it, and I go, ‘Yeah, yeah.’ But it’s like amnesia.”

Did you consider watching that footage, as part f your rehabilitation?

“No. I can’t go there. That’s my last drink. Which is good – it’s documented. Anytime I feel like drinking, I can think about it.”

Stardom is supposed to be about the privilege of saying ‘no’. Why didn’t you turn down the show when it was offered?

“I would have if I was more sane. The insanity comes before the alcohol. When you look at things on a piece of paper, it just looks like, ‘Oh, this is 20 things that we’re doing.’ But then you end up some place where you feel completely awkward.

“Playing that show sober – maybe I would have enjoyed it. Chances are I would not. But it’s important for this kind of music to be represented. There are kids out there, somewhere, who need this music and history lessons we hope come with it. If a kid picks up a Green Day record, there’s a good chance he’ll pick up a Ramones record too. It’s good to be the oddball, in the ether of pop music.

“We’ve played some things where we thought after, ‘Ugh, why did we do that?’ But it’s part of our ambition at the same time. Doing a Broadway musical – I never thought we’d do that. Maybe I thought I Heart Radio… I don’t even know what it is, to be honest. It was a pop-radio show that went horribly wrong.”

The consequences – including several months of cancelled and postponed shows – hurt the sales of your three new records too. There was no band to promote them.

“It was pretty weird. Going through withdrawal and watching Uno! Come out was not exactly what I had in mind. But I don’t think of those three records as failures. Most important, to me, is my rock & roll spirit. That comes before anything else, what it sells or ends up selling. I listen to ’99 Revolutions’ [on Tre!] and think it’s one of the best thing I ever wrote.

“I remember when everybody was saying Give ‘Em Enough Rope was the Clash’s sellout record. I mean, give me a break! There’s trends and all that. We’ve been through that. After Dookie, when we did [1995’s] Insomniac, everybody thought we were over. Life goes like this [makes a deep-wave sign with his hand]. But I love making albums. And I’m going to keep making them.”

Do your sons buy albums? Or are they download-and-Spotify guys?

“They do the iTunes thing. But I had the greatest experience with my younger son. I was putting in new turntable. I took out the old one and said, ‘Hey, Jakob, you want a record player?’ He does, ‘Yeah!’ He loves the Strokes, so I grabbed a Strokes record, and we went into his room. He puts the record on, pick up the needle and goes, ‘Where do I start? Is it the little lines in between?’ [Laughs] He drops the needle, and the song comes on… [smiles] It was so cool. That made my year.”

Describe your first week in rehab, at home.

“I was going through withdrawal. That was gruesome, laying on the bathroom floor and just feeling… [pause] I didn’t realise how much that stuff affected me. And it’s not the stuff that is immediately in your system. It goes back to how long you’ve been using. It was working its way out.

“I was going through so much shift. Even into the second week, I was like, ‘I don’t belong here. I’m not convinced.’ The sick part of it is I wanted to get all of the narcotics out of my system so I could start drinking. But that’s the insanity of the whole thing. You make excuses. You rationalize. You can take a shit in a mailbox. That doesn’t mean it’s the right thing to do.”

Did you speak with Mike or Tre while you were in rehab? Did you know what they were feeling?

“There was semi-contact. I think Tre was scared. Life got real serious there for a while. Mike was fucking pissed. Right when I got home, after [Las Vegas] happened, he said all this stuff. It was everything within three or four sentences. ‘You’re scaring me. You’re fucking up your life. You’re fucking up everybody else’s life. You need to get your shit together.’

“The great thing is we’ve known each other for so long that we can be like that without coming to blows. After about three and a half weeks [in rehab], I started going down to this doughnut ship to have coffee. And sure enough, one day, here come Mike Dirnt, walking down the street. We sat down and had a great talk. Me and Mike have been friends since we were 10. Sometimes Green Day gets in the way of that, because we’re around it so much.”

Was it rough on your wife and sons to be at home, watching you go through withdrawal?

“I kept it away from my sons pretty good. My dogs kept looking at me, wondering how I’m doing. They can sense that stuff. I could have gone to a facility, but this way I could be around my loved ones. And my wife doesn’t drink. Never has. She doesn’t like the taste or the smell.”

Was she your nurse as well?

“No. I had a nurse that came in and made sure I wasn’t having seizures and stuff like that. But Adrienne is a strong woman. She knew the deal. I’m sure it was rough for her to see me going through this. At the same time, I think it’s safe to say there were some choices she had to make.”

Such as?

“Am I going to get kicked to the curb? I’m sure the thought crossed her mind – that if I didn’t get sober, I could potentially lose all of that stuff. I could have lost the band too. I didn’t realize how destructive I was. I thought everybody was in on the joke. But I was the joke.”

The lyrics on Uno!, Dos! And Tre! Are loaded with referances to dangerous excess and midlife crisis. ‘Amy’ is about the late singer Amy Winehouse. You write ‘X-Kid’ about a friend who never figured out how to be a middle-age punk. Were you consciously writing these songs about yourself?

“Yeah. The guy in ‘X-Kid’ died from the same habits I had. Uno! Is definitely the sense of ‘Be young, be free.’ The second album is the midlife crisis: ‘I want to live my life dangerously, because I haven’t lived dangerously enough.’ And the third record is the reflection on the reality. I’ve lived that arc my whole life, since I was 17.”

Were you sober when you wrote ‘Amy’?

“I was on heavy medication. I was sober, but I wasn’t clear. Seeing how it went down with her – something drew me to write that song. I don’t write about people that pass away very often. I think I’ve done it three times: ‘X-Kid’; the one about my dad, 'Wake Me Up When September Ends’ [on American Idiot]; and ‘Amy’.

“In a weird way, I’m almost desensitized by death, because I learned about it at such an early age. I have this family that is much older than I am, and I have a lot of friends who have committed suicide, gotten into drunk-driving accidents, hung themselves. So death has always been in my life. [Pauses, laughs grimly] That sounds really funny.

“But if you look back, I’ve been writing about addiction forever. There’s this other side of my going, ‘I told you this shit was going down. You wouldn’t fucking take it seriously’.”

Can you cite examples where you were writing more autobiographically then people suspected?

“’Hitchin’ a Ride’ [on Nimrod] is one. ‘Lazy Bones’, on Dos! – that song maks me well up, just thinking about it. ‘Little Boy Named Train’ [on Tre!] – that song is so me. It’s about being lost. When I was a kid, I’d always wander off and not really know where I was at. Or I’ll lose myself in thought.”

Tre once described you as ‘gifted and tormented’ – that your brain is ‘like 18 tape recorders playing simultaneously in a circle.’ That kind of overstimulation means you can write three albums at once, really fast.

“It also meant I could be a moody bastard and a train wreck of a drunk. That static is why I used drugs: so I could make it stop. Now I have to figure out a different way to get it to stop.”

Have you been clinically diagnosed with insomnia? You actually called one of your albums ‘Insomniac.

“I’ve never been diagnosed. All I know is I can’t sleep very well at night. It takes me a while to get to sleep. I could just be nocturnal. I have my nighttime witching hour where I hand out, listen to records or watch TV. That was the hard part of having kids: trying to be on their schedule, then fighting to get to sleep while they are sleeping.

Is there a history of alcoholism in your family?

“I don’t really want to say. [Long pause] I’ll just say that I grew up in a house of love and chaos. I remember seeing it. I knew it was there. But at some point, I stopped trying to care about it.”

How could you describe your early punk-rock lifestyle, when you and Tre were living together in the house on Ashby Avenue in Berkeley?

“We lived with a band called the East Bay Weed Company [laughs]. So it was a lot of beer and smoking dope.”

How much time did you manage to spend writing and playing music?

“That was all the time. At least half of Dookie was done there. Mike lived down the street; we would get together two or three times a week. So there was always jamming going on.

“There was a lot of nihilism going around. Dropout kids, people that felt like outcasts – they were coming into this scene. Things like scarification, bad tattoos, drinking booze, snorting methamphetamine – nobody thought of it as addict behaviour. We knew everybody that was doing that. And we were doing it as well.

“We’d be at a party at someone’s house where bands were playing. Someone would have speed, and we’d do it. Then I would start writing songs when I got home. It wasn’t necessity. The song was already there. The courage was what I needed. The fear was always there, even when we were doing American Idiot.”

What were you afraid of?

“I’d get this voice in my head: ‘Who do you think you are? Why did you write a song like ‘Holiday’, you high school dropout?’ I think the working-class part of me comes out. Sometimes the people who have the loudest mouths are upper-class, upper-middle-class. The quietest are often working-class people, people who are broke. There is a fear of losing whatever it is that you have, I come from that background.”

In fact, ‘American Idiot’ is the most topical and outspoken record you’ve ever made.

“That was another fear. If I don’t say this now, when I’m 31 years old, when am I ever going to say it? It’s something I had to do. If I’m worth my alt, then I have to fucking say it.”

‘Dookie’ came out in the same year that Kurt Cobain died. Pearl Jam’s Eddie Veddar was publicly struggling with his celebrity, and Scott Weiland of Stone Temple Pilots was battling addiction. How did you cope with overnight success?

“We came from such a punk-rock background – ‘rock star’ was a four letter word. It was a tough time. Later, I was like, ‘Man, did I enjoy that? Was I even there?’ I loved watching the crowds getting bigger, the excitement of people singing every word. But we got the backlash more than all those other bands together. I firmly believe that. Coming from Gilman Street and the Maximum Rock N Roll era of bands, which was basically a socialist mentality, what we did was straight-up blasphemy: becoming rock stars.”

When did you finally get comfortable with your stardom?

“Around Insomniac, I was afraid to walk around onstage, If I was to walk over to this part of the audience, that means I’m being an asshole [laughs]. I was that self-conscious. Then during Nimrod, my dinking took off. I was like, ‘Fuck this, I’m really going for it.’ I started raising my hands up in the air, getting people to clap. I realized that’s what people wanted. They want to have a good time, and it’s ok to ne a ringleader.

“All of that built up to America Idiot. It took me until I was 32 years old to actually speak for myself and do it with confidence.”

Does it seem ironic now that the alcohol helped?

“Yeah. I can’t remember the venue, but we were playing in Austin, Texas. It was a 2,000 seater. I was nervous. That’s when I decided to start drinking before shows. It started off with two beers. Then it went to many more after that. Liquid courage – it made me loosen up and not give a fuck.”

As a punk-rock kid, what was your take on rocks original fallen stars – Jimi Hendrix, Janis Joplin and Jim Morrison? Did you empathize with their excesses and insecurities – or consider it weakness?

“I loved the Doors. I think Jim Morrison is the first real rock star. There’s people like Little Richard, who was doing the flamboyant thing. But Morrison took it to another level, being a poet, elegantly wasted. In getting that fucked up, he was trying to reach a new consciousness. He was a singing [Charles] Bukowski.

“But it’s a dangerous place. When I listen to those Doors records, it makes me want to get fucked up. Especially a song like ‘Roadhouse Blues’ – ‘I woke up this morning, got myself a beer.’ It’s the ultimate ‘fuck you’ to society, to any kind of conventional living. And you’re doing it through alcoholism. There are times when I lived by those words – and almost died by them.”

Have you started writing songs again?

“I write guitar riffs. I’ll come up with melodies I my head an write ‘em down in here [picks up his iPhone] and keep a little log going. Let’s see… [He punches his iPhone screen. A scrappy acoustic guitar riff comes out of the tiny speaker.] Stuff like that. I always write lyrics.”

Can you tell a difference in what you’re writing, because of your recent experience? Is there a ‘rehab’ album in the works?

“It’s too early. I feel I have to wait this one out. I don’t want to jump in and get myself overwhelmed.

“I can only rake it one song at a time. I just want to write good songs that people love which is a tough thing to do. It would be great to do another rock opera, but using more low-fi technology. I love shitty-sounding records [grins]. I’d love to do more stuff with Green Day that is 100 percent live. Sometimes I wish we would have recorded our last records that way – that Exile on Main Street feel, where you just get some good tones and go.

“One thing I can’t do is do anything half-assed. I want to make sure everything is right, that the song is fully realized. I think of the first Ramones album and the first Clash album – those songs are fully realized, well played. You can almost hear them doing it in the practice room. You can tell how time goes on, when you fast-forward to [the Clash’s] Sandinista! You know all that stuff was done in the studio.”

Actually the first Clash album was produced by their live-sound engineer.

“Yeah! It’s a brilliant record. I want to make sure that while we’re evolving, we still sound like a unit.”

So you can envision doing this – being in Green Day – at 50.

“Yeah.”

At 60?

“Oh, yeah. Keep going!”

You have the Rolling Stones as a role model for that now.

“The great thing about the Stones is they’ve become old bluesmen. Seeing them on that 12-12-12 show – They blew everybody off the stage. They were so inspiring. And seeing all that white hair Keith Richards has now… [laughs].”

You will be back on the road soon. Have you, Mike and Tre come up with some rules and changes – such as no alcohol backstage – to keep your sobriety going?

“We still have to talk about that. Everybody knows it’s coming – what’s going to keep me from falling off the wagon, where everybody is happy at the same time.

“Sometimes I’m not sure I’m ready. There is still the obsession for alcohol. There’s also sleepless nights. But I have to work on it every day. Because I know what goes on out there. I’m hosting this giant party for people. At least 70-75 percent of the people in the audience have been getting a drink on. I’ve got to watch my step.”

The next time you want to drink, what will you have instead?

“I’ll probably run outside, hail a taxi, go back to my hotel room and have a soda. Probably a root beer. I love root beer.”

I LOVE YOU, I'd give you 1000+ rep if I could!

[Guest]

Well, he wasn't really "sane" after all was he?

Define sane. And then apply that definition to anyone. Yeah.

[Harry Potter.]

And oh my goodness, I just finished the article. That was some really heavy stuff. Wow, I'm overwhelmed.

I hope he's going to find ways to overcome his obsession for alcohol and I'm sure Mike, Tre, his family, friends, and dogs are there to help him.

Billie Joe Armstrong, a hero. He confessed, he spoke out, he wants change for the better, and I wish he will accomplish that!

And, about that "rehab" album, anyone remember our conversations a few months back?

[LazyPhil]

That article is just awesome, and kinda sad to read. Anyways, I'm glad this is over and that Billie Joe is fine

[Harry Potter.]

Define sane. And then apply that definition to anyone. Yeah.

What I meant was that Billie said in the interview: “I remember tiny things – getting to the venue, being backstage, trying to shake the buzz off."

It's hard to expect him to postpone a show when he can barely even recall waht happened.

These were dark times, but I hope they're gone now, for good.

[~ Walking Contradiction]

NEED. A. COPY.

It's great to see Billie's face everywhere now

[whatever]

Hi, do you know that in which countries we can find Rolling Stone magazine?Is there any list or something like that?

[VisionsofGreenDay115]

That "medication through prayer" line I think is simply just about waiting. Usually in order to cure yourself, you take medicine, but thats what Billie was trying to steer away from. When you pray, you kind of hope and pray that something good will happen, that your life or someones life will get better. Medication through prayer, waiting. thats what i think he tried explaining the process as, just simply waiting.

[Harry Potter.]

Hi, do you know that in which countries we can find Rolling Stone magazine?Is there any list or something like that?

Here is the full list from Wikipedia.

• Argentina – Published by Publirevistas S. A. since April 1998. This edition also circulates in Bolivia, Paraguay and Uruguay.
• Australia – Rolling Stone Australia began as a supplement in 1969 in Go-Set magazine. It became a full title in 1972 and was published by Nextmedia Pty Ltd, Sydney until 2008. It is now published by ACP Magazines and is the longest running international edition.
• Brazil – Published in Brazil since October 2006 by Spring Comunicações.
• Bulgaria – Published in Bulgaria since November 2009 by Sivir Publications. Ceased publication as of the August/September 2011 issue.
• Chile – Published by Edu Comunicaciones until May 2003. Published by El Mercurio from January 2006 to December 2011.
• China – Rolling Stone in mainland China is licensed to One Media Group of Hong Kong and published in partnership with China Record Corporation. The magazine is in Chinese with translated articles and local content.
• Colombia – Edited in Bogotá for Colombia, Ecuador, Perú, Panama and Venezuela.
• France – Launched 2002. This edition temporarily ceased in 2007 and was relaunched in May 2008 under license with 1633SA publishing group.
• Germany – Published in Germany since 1994 by Axel Springer AG.
• India – Launched in March 2008 by MW Com, publishers of Man's World magazine.
• Indonesia – Published in Indonesia since June 2005 by a&e Media.
• Italy – Published in Italy since November 2003, first by IXO Publishing and now by Editrice Quadratum. (Questionable because there is a first edition, #1 published in 1980's)
• Japan – Launched in March 2007 by International Luxury Media Co., Ltd. (ILM). Published by atomixmedia Inc. (株式会社アトミックスメディア KK atomikkusumedia?) since 2011.
• Mexico – Published by Prisa Internacional from 2002 until May 2009; from June 2009 it is published by Editorial Televisa under license.
• Middle East – Published in Dubai by HGW Media since November 2010.
• Russia – Published by Izdatelskiy Dom SPN since 2004.
• Spain – Published by PROGRESA in Madrid, since 1999.
• Turkey – Published since June 2006 by GD Gazete Dergi.
• South Africa – Published since November 2011.

[Daddy.]

Amazing article to read.

Did anyone else think "Really?" when they read about the AI and Dookie album milestones?

[GDgirl86]

I dont understand why so many people are tied up on this quote... i mean that's what you got from the article? that? It could be a figure of speech type thing, as mike would say "push ups, prayers, and vitamins" but if its not, whats wrong with that? When people are at their lowest they find confidence or distraction in something. why judge him? i say worship the flying spaghetti monster if that helps you.

Agreed. Also, I don't recall Billie ever saying whether he believed in God or not. However, he has said he does not believe in organizied religion which is not the same thing. He if does believe in God and prayer or whatever that is his business. Give the guy a break.

[~ Walking Contradiction]

Here is the full list from Wikipedia.

• Argentina – Published by Publirevistas S. A. since April 1998. This edition also circulates in Bolivia, Paraguay and Uruguay.
• Australia – Rolling Stone Australia began as a supplement in 1969 in Go-Set magazine. It became a full title in 1972 and was published by Nextmedia Pty Ltd, Sydney until 2008. It is now published by ACP Magazines and is the longest running international edition.
• Brazil – Published in Brazil since October 2006 by Spring Comunicações.
• Bulgaria – Published in Bulgaria since November 2009 by Sivir Publications. Ceased publication as of the August/September 2011 issue.
• Chile – Published by Edu Comunicaciones until May 2003. Published by El Mercurio from January 2006 to December 2011.
• China – Rolling Stone in mainland China is licensed to One Media Group of Hong Kong and published in partnership with China Record Corporation. The magazine is in Chinese with translated articles and local content.
• Colombia – Edited in Bogotá for Colombia, Ecuador, Perú, Panama and Venezuela.
• France – Launched 2002. This edition temporarily ceased in 2007 and was relaunched in May 2008 under license with 1633SA publishing group.
• Germany – Published in Germany since 1994 by Axel Springer AG.
• India – Launched in March 2008 by MW Com, publishers of Man's World magazine.
• Indonesia – Published in Indonesia since June 2005 by a&e Media.
• Italy – Published in Italy since November 2003, first by IXO Publishing and now by Editrice Quadratum. (Questionable because there is a first edition, #1 published in 1980's)
• Japan – Launched in March 2007 by International Luxury Media Co., Ltd. (ILM). Published by atomixmedia Inc. (株式会社アトミックスメディア KK atomikkusumedia?) since 2011.
• Mexico – Published by Prisa Internacional from 2002 until May 2009; from June 2009 it is published by Editorial Televisa under license.
• Middle East – Published in Dubai by HGW Media since November 2010.
• Russia – Published by Izdatelskiy Dom SPN since 2004.
• Spain – Published by PROGRESA in Madrid, since 1999.
• Turkey – Published since June 2006 by GD Gazete Dergi.
• South Africa – Published since November 2011.

No, this is the list of the countries which publish their own RS...I think he meant where you can buy it. Plus they don't translate the articles from the American RS, it's not a copy translated in your language, they just write their own articles about different bands at least it's what happens here.

[AngelBlue_]

NEED. A. COPY.

It's great to see Billie's face everywhere now

in italy???!O.o omg

[Karol Oliveira]

No, this is the list of the countries which publish their own RS...I think he meant where you can buy it. Plus they don't translate the articles from the American RS, it's not a copy translated in your language, they just write their own articles about different bands at least it's what happens here.

Here is mixed. They write their own articles but they also publish articles from the original RS. Sometimes they make their own cover article, sometimes they translate from American RS. I'm really hoping RS Brazil also publish BJ's story (with him on the cover).

[Harry Potter.]

No, this is the list of the countries which publish their own RS...I think he meant where you can buy it. Plus they don't translate the articles from the American RS, it's not a copy translated in your language, they just write their own articles about different bands at least it's what happens here.

Yeah but I don't think you can get the American RS in other countries?

[Bastard of 1967]

Just read the article. Billie, thank you for sharing, and thank you for reminding us that we all share the same challenges in different ways no matter whether we're a famous rock-star or a wage-earning factory worker. One day, one song, one step at a time....and may your recovery always be an inspiration for others.

[Tubbie Head]

It was really nice to read this, finally to get the answers that were constantly in my mind... The way Billie talked about it was great too, I have so much respect for him.

Apart from the rehab thing, I also enjoyed reading the last bit about the shitty-sounding records as he called them, I too "wish" the last records sounded a little bit more like the old ones. So hopefully in the future a album like that will come!

“I can only rake it one song at a time. I just want to write good songs that people love which is a tough thing to do. It would be great to do another rock opera, but using more low-fi technology. I love shitty-sounding records [grins]. I’d love to do more stuff with Green Day that is 100 percent live. Sometimes I wish we would have recorded our last records that way – that Exile on Main Street feel, where you just get some good tones and go."

[LisaBJA]

I'm so proud of him and this interview is so emotional

I wanna hug him

He looks so beautiful on this cover

[Schlappy]

Okay first off, get down off your high horse. That is not the only thing I got from the article, to be honest I don't really care that much as to the inner workings of Billie Joe's mind as I once used to. He appears to be better and I am glad for it. The quote interested me because Billie Joe had once said he didn't hold much store for such things.

well excuuse me! I'll give you that criticizing you for picking up on such a minor detail was too much, sorry uncalled for. I just dont think that quote has as much meaning as people are injecting into it. Even if it did, i dont think its a bad thing. Billie has been known to change his opinions. I dont think its hypocritical, just open. maybe i'm just butthurt about people criticizing every change the band makes. it is interesting though

[WhiteTim]

It was really nice to read this, finally to get the answers that were constantly in my mind... The way Billie talked about it was great too, I have so much respect for him.

Apart from the rehab thing, I also enjoyed reading the last bit about the shitty-sounding records as he called them, I too "wish" the last records sounded a little bit more like the old ones. So hopefully in the future a album like that will come!

I can only rake it one song at a time. I just want to write good songs that people love which is a tough thing to do. It would be great to do another rock opera, but using more low-fi technology. I love shitty-sounding records [grins]. Id love to do more stuff with Green Day that is 100 percent live. Sometimes I wish we would have recorded our last records that way that Exile on Main Street feel, where you just get some good tones and go."

If GD did a Exile sounding album people would hate that if they didnt like the trilogy sound the trilogy was recorded live except for the vocals exile was recorded live with vocals the same time personally I say bring it on!

[MistressA]

Thanks for typing all of that out. Billie Joe is a lucky man to have had such great support from his wife/family/friends and fans. I don't know how others feel but the whole rehab thing was something that was always on the cards, even from the Nimrod days. Glad its finally come and had a positive effect.....Just hope he is actually strong enough and well enough to start touring again so soon. If all goes to plan I'll finally make it 60 live Green Day shows in June at the Emirates Stadium. x

[Yaz.]

That was an amazing and overwhelming article, for sure. The part about his manager telling him to cancel everything when they were actually ON tour, when they were in England and before Reading festival kind of got to me. It gives me a bittersweet vibe about Shepherds Bush now I know how things were behind closed doors. In a way, iHeart being the breaking point for their manager to put his foot down could have been the best thing that happened, in hindsight. I'm so happy and proud of Billie for taking that initiative to change his life, and with confronting his addiction. Admitting is the first step to recovery, and he has an incredible support network around him. I hope that in the coming months of touring, he and the others will be able to work out a way for him to avoid the inevitable temptation. It's something that i'll probably have at the back of my mind when I see them in a few months.

[Guest]

If you look watch a lot of the vids from Irving Plaza and iHeart, you'll notice that Tré is rarely smiling in any of them. He constantly looks worried, and isn't making his usual faces and stuff.

For example:

In the first video, when Bilie goes on about everyone deserving a second chance & the camera goes back to Tre, you can just see in his face how much worry if going on there. I honestly teared up at that.

Watching both of those, you can really tell that he was crumbling. He just wasn't there any more, that wasn't our Billie, the one we've loved. That was some guy at the end of his tether, about to completely lose his shit & it's not nice to watch.

The article made me sad, sure. I felt a lot of feels while reading it, but not once did I cry. Now? I'm welling up like a mother fucker.