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Negativity you don’t look pretty you are scum you have not won he is angry And it’s your fault to be with you he’d rather not  you’re an act you are a fool You are stupid you think you’re cool negativity heres the sound of many things to put you down you go unnoticed  no one should care if you exist anywhere no don’t you dare


HoneyEmerald in thought

we create chaos

We need to check our own selves in the sparkling waters of self reflection of our behavior from time to time to see what inner beauty we hold so that we can behold our own thought and consider what is reality and what is twisted and what does do shine..... is it our aspirations, our inspirations or negativity that takes the center light and what is it that we choose to bring out into the spot light on our perspective of a perfect stage. It is not quite so simple as what we physically view and wh


HoneyEmerald in thought

a letter to myself

Dear friend…Stop bullying yourself… you know who you are.  You are important in this life. Do not worry about how things will turn out,  think about what you can do now to make your life better..  be it talking to a friend or creating a work of art in something considered mundane. The next time you see how you fold your towels you will realize how much time you have spent to appreciate you.   Now please show yourself some love.   That simple task of taking care in what you do is achievable. So


HoneyEmerald in thought

June 23rd 2021 Be Great!

Your heart screams to heaven but do you listen to the wisdom given when it is What's going to live when all around you is death and how can you get rid of the blue when everything is every color  except the one you see and even that is reflecting When will you learn to accept a world that's not perfect in your heart and stop making chaos for what is not your decision to make Now be great!  


HoneyEmerald in thought

embroidery and anger, pt.1

So, I don't have much in the way other socials, and IK I'm barely active on here, but. This site is kind-of like a void. Green Day fans seem to just ignore you and not interact if they're not your friends. and I like that. So here I am, writing out my stream of consciousness. My family has a kinda funny tradition where we give my dad, who's hyper-masculine and kinda brash, a shirt or mug or something that has a cute picture of our chihuahua on it because, idk, it's funny to see him wearing



I Don’t Know What to Call This

What does it mean to be human? I’ve asked myself this question many times. I’ve spent my entire life studying these odd creature in attempt to better understand them. I’ve infiltrated their inner circles and even learned their ways in passing. You many notice that I’m talking about humans as if I’m not one myself. That’s because I’ve never felt like one. I feel like I’m the narrator of everyone’s lives, and it’s my job to watch and document. Crazy, right? I know. I know I’m crazy.

Hot Take: Black History Month is a Joke

Ah yes, the first day of February. Alas, the biased, incomplete history of a whole race people can be crammed down naieve people everywhere.  I live in the grand ol’ American south, so maybe my experience with this dreaded excuse of inclusiveness is different than others. So let’s start off with some universal truths. Who does this month service? Who does it educate?  I can answer that. Black history month is just an excuse for white people to say that they’re woke because they kn

Things That Traumatized Me Today

1. @The Grohl saying “vigorous self love”. I will never forget that as long as I live. 2. My sister brought to my attention that Rivers Cuomo’s current aesthetic looks like a child molester. The scary part is that I actually thought it suits him. 3. @The Grohl saying “vigorous self love”. That sounds like something my mother would say. *shudders* 4. My neighbor across the street threw a knife at me when I was getting in my car this morning and it almost hit me. I got in my car and

Recording My Own Damn Album (Day 10?)

I got through a song today, and it only took six hours to record. It just used some stupid robot drums (sounds terrible) in lieu of a drummer. I now have to learn how to mix and edit (or whatever the fuck producers do), but that should be easy. I have my work cut out for me.  I absolutely hate the way it sounds (though I loved it when I heard it the first seven million times. Now all the little things that I thought added to it’s charm make me want to burn it all and start over). I’m just g

OK Human Review

OK Human was the light of this godawful January. It brought joy, laughter, and inspiration for its listeners. It starts off strong and only gets better as it progresses. All My Favorite Songs is a modern rock hit with lyrics that touch you in the chest. It's a perfect choice for a lead single. It's an ultimate loser anthem that everyone can relate to. Aloo Gobi is a beautiful song that invokes a rollercoaster of emotions. The chorus is a perfect example of the way everyone feels during

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La la land is fun so far. It’s just like the real word, except for the fact that I enjoy living. In my mind, I’m just an average Joe with a shitty job and miserably single. I live in a dull routine. But I have dreams, aspirations, goals... a will to live. While the life I’ve created is not one that I want in reality, it’s one in which I’m happy. Happy is a start.  I can’t keep track of time. Hours feel like days. Days feel like months. I feel like I’m sleeping half the time I’m awake.

Slang, Trends, and Other Confusing Things: A Boomer’s Guide to Gen Z

I’m gonna use this entry to explain some dumb shit that the TikTok generation (mostly Gen Z and young millennials) have created. Suggest shit in the comment and I’ll edit this entry explaining it for you.   I guess I’ll start of with “boomer”. Boomer is hardly used in the literal sense. If someone calls you a boomer, it means that you’re old or you act old.  Ex: “How do I works these damn cellphones?”  “Everyone knows how to work a cellphone. You’re such a boomer”.


I like to think of myself as a decent person, but the next person to comment “milk chocolate princess” on one of my instagram selfie can expect me to kill them in the harshest way possible.  I swear to God, I am not a princess. I’m not even “ladylike”. If anything, I am your king. Fuck around and find out what’s good. See if I’m playing. Next, we can all see that I’m black. I don’t think there’s a need to state the obvious. I don’t see a point in bringing attention to my skin color. Li

Recording My Own Damn Album (Day 3)

So, I’m putting this project on pause. I’m gonna come back to this one. As of now, I’m gonna start working in recording some songs that don’t require much. I think that’ll be easier. Once I get the hang of this shit, I’ll come back to what I was working on and finish it up. But for now, I’m doing the easier shit.   It shouldn’t take seven hours to record some simple power chords perfectly, right? I’m not that bad of a guitarist.

Story Time 2

Before coronavirus, I had two jobs. I worked at a local deli that gave half of the proceeds to charities, and I had one that was more of a community service. I was the manager/owner (I guess that’s what it’s called) of some indie venues around town. There’s one in Denton, Dallas, and Fort Worth. I didn’t get paid for this, buyback i loved it the most. I got to hear a bunch of cool bands, connect with people, and be a part of a community. It was really fulfilling.  I’m kind of a local c

Recording My Own Damn Album (Day 1)

It's taken seven hours and a limp, lifeless wrist, but I've finally gotten one lead guitar part recorded for one song. I want to cry, but I'm not sure whether it's tears of joy or agony.  Now for the rhythm guitar! That should be easier since it's just basic power chords. On top of that, I've also got to record an acoustic guitar. Then I have to record bass, vocals, and find a drummer that would be willing to help me out. This is gonna be a long journey. Oh, and I have to mix it and do

TikToks That I Will Never Forget

This one scarred me for life, and I will forever hear this in the darkest corners of my mind. https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMJwBXSDj/   This one is fucking hilarious. https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMJwSRQ1V/   No explanation, just- https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMJwSj1R8/   Love to see it https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMJwSaPLk/   It’s funny ‘cause it’s true https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMJwSqoT2/   [Every single TikTok that Miley Cyrus has posted]   Thi

Story Time

I've got a story to tell. In 2019, I got to play some live shows with a band (not my band; I've never been in band). This wasn't just any show. There were scouts from some major record labels there. I'm not gonna say which ones. I did great, and I was even called back for an encore (in which we just played covers). After I was done, I had five scouts waiting to talk to me. I talked to all of them, and they all wanted the same thing: to buy my songs and employ me as a songwriter. I turn

I Can’t Believe I’m Actually Going Through With This

Why’d I let y’all talk me into this? We’ll never know. I’ll just say you twisted my arm.    To the people that wanted to see this, @Hungry Hungry Supermodels @BillieMyLove, prepare for disappointment.    Disclaimer: pretty explicit, raunchy, very weird   Alright, that’s one that I just came up with. (I wanna go teach that to a bunch of little kids whenever I get done typing this stuff; that is hilarious). Here’s the original. It’s terrible.   I’m going

Dick Song

I'm gonna continue my dick song from the fangirls thread. Disclaimer: this gets pretty explicit and is very raunchy. Wow, I only gagged twice while writing that. 
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