Well, well, well. Look who's back in town, probably not for long since I'm starting uni (!!!!!!) in 2 weeks, plus I'm moving in exactly 1 week. My god, have my anxiety been sky high these couple of weeks after founding out that I actually have to move outside my comfort zone, leave all my friends (sure they're still gonna be there, but still) and just.. start all over again. It's kinda scary actually. Last time you saw me here, I was... emotionally unstable. Still am, but it's better. Sometimes I get so much anxiety that I just want to end it, but I don't (obviously because I'm here). I don't want to cause more pain to my family than there already is. So much pain going on in our family, you have no idea.
I'm still damaged inside, but I don't show it anymore.
I have no idea why I wrote this post, just kinda felt like it.