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haiku about you

haiku about you give yourself time to realize mistakes happen too we are not best friends or enemies and yet I am feeling sorry I want to be there to apologize for the one thing that I lost it cost so much that an eternity won't fix don't you dare stop now You've got a world to change don't quit

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HoneyEmerald in thought

Just writing to be writing

Just writing to be writing just waiting to wait just not jumping it's great to appreciate the dreams they come in shadows there to hypnotize am driving myself bonkers wanting to apologize I realize your world is not about me so much coincidence  is making me feel like you see me in shadows what is up with that? We all write about ourselves we all write about our thoughts we all write about others we all write what was tau

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HoneyEmerald in thought

we create chaos

We need to check our own selves in the sparkling waters of self reflection of our behavior from time to time to see what inner beauty we hold so that we can behold our own thought and consider what is reality and what is twisted and what does do shine..... is it our aspirations, our inspirations or negativity that takes the center light and what is it that we choose to bring out into the spot light on our perspective of a perfect stage. It is not quite so simple as what we physically view and wh

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HoneyEmerald in thought

June 23rd 2021 Be Great!

Your heart screams to heaven but do you listen to the wisdom given when it is What's going to live when all around you is death and how can you get rid of the blue when everything is every color  except the one you see and even that is reflecting When will you learn to accept a world that's not perfect in your heart and stop making chaos for what is not your decision to make Now be great!  

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HoneyEmerald in thought

a letter to myself

Dear friend…Stop bullying yourself… you know who you are.  You are important in this life. Do not worry about how things will turn out,  think about what you can do now to make your life better..  be it talking to a friend or creating a work of art in something considered mundane. The next time you see how you fold your towels you will realize how much time you have spent to appreciate you.   Now please show yourself some love.   That simple task of taking care in what you do is achievable. So

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HoneyEmerald in thought

Negativity

Negativity you don’t look pretty you are scum you have not won he is angry And it’s your fault to be with you he’d rather not  you’re an act you are a fool You are stupid you think you’re cool negativity heres the sound of many things to put you down you go unnoticed  no one should care if you exist anywhere no don’t you dare

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HoneyEmerald in thought

you don't have to talk to me

You don't have to talk to me to make me understand that you don't want me around anyway silence is alarming and the voice is not charming when abusive rants erupt  hey yo I've had enough I don't recognize if you care anyway            

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HoneyEmerald in thought

"Don't Let Me Down"

"Don't Let Me Down"  I want you to be safe self destruction is a huge mistake take it from me I tried it myself In my state of mind man that time was rough I thought there was no way out of the establishment that I put myself in that's right I quit I quit wondering why things happened the way that they did it was all my fault I was a grown-ass kid Don't make my mistake don't slow suicide I ate too much sugar  that I

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HoneyEmerald in poem

hey now that's not funny

Hey Now That's Not Funny What you're doing to me Making me fall in love just so you can watch me scream when my heart bleeds because I'm not good enough for you Hey Now That's Not Funny telling me how you plan to kill me and saying that I'm going to kill you I don't believe in Romeo and Juliet How Dare you?! How could you?! Everything's a sack of shit when everything you do is lie Everything's a sack of shit when all we do is

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HoneyEmerald in poem

more chaos

I don't want to write right now. Some would say then don't. I don't have to do anything that I don't want to do.... and yet here I am acting like a big fool. Doing what I'm told when it is against my wishes. Because I don't want to ruin someone else's life.  I am working real hard to stop causing others strife. and yet it is compounding... this strife causing I do I want to tell this world a big F.U. and let it burn into rubble the only problem is I'm on i

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HoneyEmerald in thought

My vision

I have decided that I do not want to write things just because an evil thought thinks that it will sound cool.... It may be not punk.... but I want to write happy like Green Day did in Pollyanna only without a doubtful ending to the songs.  It will take some practice, I have faith I can get there when I put forth the effort.  I need to set self boundaries to stop the abuse cycle within myself.  I have been abused for decades.... it's time I stop abusing myself.   So like

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HoneyEmerald in thought

Smart the Meltdown!

Smart the Meltdown! I want to learn about resistance to find out why the Earth is struggling. The more resistance there is the Earth will move slower, that means there can be friction.  When there is friction things heat up.    There is a great friction between the opinions, wills and such that leads to war.  In war there is much friction and things heat up. In the space race clean space junk.  The one who cleans the most junk is the loser because then the world die

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HoneyEmerald in Smart The Meltdown!

Positivity

Appreciate don't suffocate breathe the air freely the world is beautiful if you see if you hear if you think love deeply  

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HoneyEmerald in thought

I slept in... (game)

I slept in my Green Day T-Shirt and woke up on Holiday.        (saw this game on Facebook...keep it going!) 

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HoneyEmerald in games

I apologize for thinking too hard

It's what I do. and it's so uncool thinking about everything including for and against you I'm supposed to be an obsessed fan poet wouldn't ya know it But here I am nothing more than a rhyming slow person making nothing much sense when my opinion is out there it is entirely worthless hey now self you really don't deserve this what do I deserve then  strike this thought down into the underbrushes its going nowhere positive Love and Depression

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HoneyEmerald in poem

up and down and all around...

up and down and all around is where my mind was spinning what direction I could not tell that I should have to look in to find balance  to find my peace to find and end to the dis-ease I needed space to find my place and I wasn't getting any I tried to walk off to get some room to think and you followed me still yelling you were to close it got me scared I had to lock you out  thinking you don't care the fact is you couldn't r

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HoneyEmerald in thought

a year full of memories

a year full of memories much better than the rest I cannot avoid this feeling of being blessed when things went wrong and we got in lots of trouble others stepped up to support  and I wish I could reward them double no matter what was happening  God really has pulled through I am very thankful that I can even count on you  

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HoneyEmerald in thought

I am doing a gratitude photography challenge

I found a "Gratitude Scavenger Hunt for Kids" on Pinterest and decided it would make a good photography challenge.   Today, the something outside that I enjoy looking at is a chicken.  The chicken, I had named Pollyana after the Green Day song.    Now to find 19 more items to take pictures of that meet the challenge.  

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HoneyEmerald in challenge

feeling miserable

feeling miserable I told you no I am not that mad about you and with this thought I am through through thinking through thinking I'm gathering myself and letting my mind out in more than a whisper writing in notes about how I feel oh sh** I'm real "she's psycho."  

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HoneyEmerald in poem

Feeling better today

Feeling better today because I choose to come what may I am not going to let you get me down  forever  I am not your clown  to entertain you I am not your puppet or your toy to decide exactly how I should think, act or feel when you are mean I have the right to scream when you are cruel I don't have to stay I do not have to isolate just because you say I am crazy you are not even licensed to tell me that I am You do not have the right t

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HoneyEmerald in poem

It will be a blog

This will be a blog oh my gosh I cannot stand some of the things that come from this man he says I am sick. I'm insecure. he tells me things that I cannot endure but here I am writing things the best that I can hardly able to  remain so stable that I don't make a ruckus 

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HoneyEmerald in haiku practice

Depression

Depression stinks so bad it hurts that I cry and No one gives a F**** This is a haiku and it is not about you so shut the hell up if I let out my emotions I get yelled at no one tolerates me I only laugh because it is so messed up that no one gives a  F*** s*** or  damn that is about me don't you see I'm just called crazy  

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HoneyEmerald in haiku practice

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