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you don't have to talk to me

You don't have to talk to me to make me understand that you don't want me around anyway silence is alarming and the voice is not charming when abusive rants erupt  hey yo I've had enough I don't recognize if you care anyway            

HoneyEmerald

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more chaos

I don't want to write right now. Some would say then don't. I don't have to do anything that I don't want to do.... and yet here I am acting like a big fool. Doing what I'm told when it is against my wishes. Because I don't want to ruin someone else's life.  I am working real hard to stop causing others strife. and yet it is compounding... this strife causing I do I want to tell this world a big F.U. and let it burn into rubble the only problem is I'm on i

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My vision

I have decided that I do not want to write things just because an evil thought thinks that it will sound cool.... It may be not punk.... but I want to write happy like Green Day did in Pollyanna only without a doubtful ending to the songs.  It will take some practice, I have faith I can get there when I put forth the effort.  I need to set self boundaries to stop the abuse cycle within myself.  I have been abused for decades.... it's time I stop abusing myself.   So like

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Just writing to be writing

Just writing to be writing just waiting to wait just not jumping it's great to appreciate the dreams they come in shadows there to hypnotize am driving myself bonkers wanting to apologize I realize your world is not about me so much coincidence  is making me feel like you see me in shadows what is up with that? We all write about ourselves we all write about our thoughts we all write about others we all write what was tau

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haiku about you

haiku about you give yourself time to realize mistakes happen too we are not best friends or enemies and yet I am feeling sorry I want to be there to apologize for the one thing that I lost it cost so much that an eternity won't fix don't you dare stop now You've got a world to change don't quit

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Positivity

Appreciate don't suffocate breathe the air freely the world is beautiful if you see if you hear if you think love deeply  

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Negativity

Negativity you don’t look pretty you are scum you have not won he is angry And it’s your fault to be with you he’d rather not  you’re an act you are a fool You are stupid you think you’re cool negativity heres the sound of many things to put you down you go unnoticed  no one should care if you exist anywhere no don’t you dare

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we create chaos

We need to check our own selves in the sparkling waters of self reflection of our behavior from time to time to see what inner beauty we hold so that we can behold our own thought and consider what is reality and what is twisted and what does do shine..... is it our aspirations, our inspirations or negativity that takes the center light and what is it that we choose to bring out into the spot light on our perspective of a perfect stage. It is not quite so simple as what we physically view and wh

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a letter to myself

Dear friend…Stop bullying yourself… you know who you are.  You are important in this life. Do not worry about how things will turn out,  think about what you can do now to make your life better..  be it talking to a friend or creating a work of art in something considered mundane. The next time you see how you fold your towels you will realize how much time you have spent to appreciate you.   Now please show yourself some love.   That simple task of taking care in what you do is achievable. So

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HoneyEmerald in thought

June 23rd 2021 Be Great!

Your heart screams to heaven but do you listen to the wisdom given when it is What's going to live when all around you is death and how can you get rid of the blue when everything is every color  except the one you see and even that is reflecting When will you learn to accept a world that's not perfect in your heart and stop making chaos for what is not your decision to make Now be great!  

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HoneyEmerald in thought

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