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Maybe a little bit too personal.

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I've got nothing left to lose

❝I don't know what to do To get me back to you. I've got nothing left to lose; I'm sadness, tears and blues. All bridges have been crossed; I guess our love is lost.❞  

Angelica.

Angelica.

You don't know love

Well, well, well. Look who's back in town, probably not for long since I'm starting uni (!!!!!!) in 2 weeks, plus I'm moving in exactly 1 week. My god, have my anxiety been sky high these couple of weeks after founding out that I actually have to move outside my comfort zone, leave all my friends (sure they're still gonna be there, but still) and just.. start all over again. It's kinda scary actually. Last time you saw me here, I was... emotionally unstable. Still am, but it's better. Sometimes

Angelica.

Angelica.

My music year on Spotify....

So I've basically been listening to different kind of pop throughout 2014. That's interesting. And I've been listening to music for 16,500 minutes.

Angelica.

Angelica.

I can't take it.

The pressure to please my father and be the perfect daughter, The pressure to get a good paid job, The pressure to get accepted to University, The pressure to always be the happy and positive person, The pressure of not having enough money, The pressure of growing up. The pressure of being me. I can't take it. Why can't you see that? Why can't you see that I'm falling apart from the inside? Why can't you see that I've had enough? Why can't you see that I'm so fucking stressed?

Angelica.

Angelica.

Racism quote

"People who insist on dividing the world into 'us' and 'them never contemplate that they may be someone else's 'them'." - Ray Davis

Angelica.

Angelica.

Misunderstood.

I don't know whether someone will read this post and actually care, but I just want someone to understand why I act the way I do. I'm not coming with excuses, I'm just telling the truth. And the only one who knows the truth, is me. No one else. I am misunderstood, quite often actually, because I can say pretty nasty stuff without thinking beforehand. You know why I do this? Because people are provoking me. They make me say stuff like this and then make me look like I'm the bad guy, but I'm not.

Angelica.

Angelica.

Rasism, Fascism, Homophobia & Human rights.

Okay so I'm really fucking pissed off right now. As some of the Europeans on this forum knows, there was a election for the EU-parlaments and guess what, that one parlament that 95% of Sweden's population didn't want in the EU-parlament entered the fucking EU-parlament. Okay, so some of you might think, "What's the big deal about this? Nothing will happen anyway.". Yes it will, let me tell you what will happen, especially for us Swedes. 1. Laws about abortion will become stricter, it wil

Angelica.

Angelica.

Nikon D200

HALLE-FUCKING-LUJAH, MY DSLR CAMERA IS HERE. Here, have some photos I took.

Angelica.

Angelica.

Bullets, rock salt & angels.

This day started with coming home from my sisters place around 12:15 am after babysitting their kids so they could go out and get shitfaced. So much fun. Not. As I mentioned in my last post, I started with anti-depressant pills on Tuesday and my sleep has been fucked up ever since, I've maybe slept like 7 hours in total this week and I usually sleep like 7-8 hours per night. That is a drastic change. Anyway, I can't sleep because of my medicine. My medicine is making me restless as fuck and now

Angelica.

Angelica.

Happiness is strange, but kinda nice.

Imagine being locked in a dark basement for 8-9 years, barely no sunlight, no place to hide or run. Or imagine running through a tunnel but you never reach the other side, the end of the tunnel keeps moving further away from you the more you run towards it. Or you're standing on a railway, you see the train coming with big lights, you try to climb up on the platform but the platform keeps getting higher and higher. That's sort of how I felt during these years, but it's difficult to understand un

Angelica.

Angelica.

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