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you don't have to talk to me

You don't have to talk to me to make me understand that you don't want me around anyway silence is alarming and the voice is not charming when abusive rants erupt  hey yo I've had enough I don't recognize if you care anyway            

HoneyEmerald

HoneyEmerald in thought

more chaos

I don't want to write right now. Some would say then don't. I don't have to do anything that I don't want to do.... and yet here I am acting like a big fool. Doing what I'm told when it is against my wishes. Because I don't want to ruin someone else's life.  I am working real hard to stop causing others strife. and yet it is compounding... this strife causing I do I want to tell this world a big F.U. and let it burn into rubble the only problem is I'm on i

HoneyEmerald

HoneyEmerald in thought

My vision

I have decided that I do not want to write things just because an evil thought thinks that it will sound cool.... It may be not punk.... but I want to write happy like Green Day did in Pollyanna only without a doubtful ending to the songs.  It will take some practice, I have faith I can get there when I put forth the effort.  I need to set self boundaries to stop the abuse cycle within myself.  I have been abused for decades.... it's time I stop abusing myself.   So like

HoneyEmerald

HoneyEmerald in thought

Just writing to be writing

Just writing to be writing just waiting to wait just not jumping it's great to appreciate the dreams they come in shadows there to hypnotize am driving myself bonkers wanting to apologize I realize your world is not about me so much coincidence  is making me feel like you see me in shadows what is up with that? We all write about ourselves we all write about our thoughts we all write about others we all write what was tau

HoneyEmerald

HoneyEmerald in thought

haiku about you

haiku about you give yourself time to realize mistakes happen too we are not best friends or enemies and yet I am feeling sorry I want to be there to apologize for the one thing that I lost it cost so much that an eternity won't fix don't you dare stop now You've got a world to change don't quit

HoneyEmerald

HoneyEmerald in thought

Negativity

Negativity you don’t look pretty you are scum you have not won he is angry And it’s your fault to be with you he’d rather not  you’re an act you are a fool You are stupid you think you’re cool negativity heres the sound of many things to put you down you go unnoticed  no one should care if you exist anywhere no don’t you dare

HoneyEmerald

HoneyEmerald in thought

we create chaos

We need to check our own selves in the sparkling waters of self reflection of our behavior from time to time to see what inner beauty we hold so that we can behold our own thought and consider what is reality and what is twisted and what does do shine..... is it our aspirations, our inspirations or negativity that takes the center light and what is it that we choose to bring out into the spot light on our perspective of a perfect stage. It is not quite so simple as what we physically view and wh

HoneyEmerald

HoneyEmerald in thought

a letter to myself

Dear friend…Stop bullying yourself… you know who you are.  You are important in this life. Do not worry about how things will turn out,  think about what you can do now to make your life better..  be it talking to a friend or creating a work of art in something considered mundane. The next time you see how you fold your towels you will realize how much time you have spent to appreciate you.   Now please show yourself some love.   That simple task of taking care in what you do is achievable. So

HoneyEmerald

HoneyEmerald in thought

June 23rd 2021 Be Great!

Your heart screams to heaven but do you listen to the wisdom given when it is What's going to live when all around you is death and how can you get rid of the blue when everything is every color  except the one you see and even that is reflecting When will you learn to accept a world that's not perfect in your heart and stop making chaos for what is not your decision to make Now be great!  

HoneyEmerald

HoneyEmerald in thought

embroidery and anger, pt.1

So, I don't have much in the way other socials, and IK I'm barely active on here, but. This site is kind-of like a void. Green Day fans seem to just ignore you and not interact if they're not your friends. and I like that. So here I am, writing out my stream of consciousness. My family has a kinda funny tradition where we give my dad, who's hyper-masculine and kinda brash, a shirt or mug or something that has a cute picture of our chihuahua on it because, idk, it's funny to see him wearing

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I Don’t Know What to Call This

What does it mean to be human? I’ve asked myself this question many times. I’ve spent my entire life studying these odd creature in attempt to better understand them. I’ve infiltrated their inner circles and even learned their ways in passing. You many notice that I’m talking about humans as if I’m not one myself. That’s because I’ve never felt like one. I feel like I’m the narrator of everyone’s lives, and it’s my job to watch and document. Crazy, right? I know. I know I’m crazy.

Hot Take: Black History Month is a Joke

Ah yes, the first day of February. Alas, the biased, incomplete history of a whole race people can be crammed down naieve people everywhere.  I live in the grand ol’ American south, so maybe my experience with this dreaded excuse of inclusiveness is different than others. So let’s start off with some universal truths. Who does this month service? Who does it educate?  I can answer that. Black history month is just an excuse for white people to say that they’re woke because they kn

Things That Traumatized Me Today

1. @The Grohl saying “vigorous self love”. I will never forget that as long as I live. 2. My sister brought to my attention that Rivers Cuomo’s current aesthetic looks like a child molester. The scary part is that I actually thought it suits him. 3. @The Grohl saying “vigorous self love”. That sounds like something my mother would say. *shudders* 4. My neighbor across the street threw a knife at me when I was getting in my car this morning and it almost hit me. I got in my car and

Recording My Own Damn Album (Day 10?)

I got through a song today, and it only took six hours to record. It just used some stupid robot drums (sounds terrible) in lieu of a drummer. I now have to learn how to mix and edit (or whatever the fuck producers do), but that should be easy. I have my work cut out for me.  I absolutely hate the way it sounds (though I loved it when I heard it the first seven million times. Now all the little things that I thought added to it’s charm make me want to burn it all and start over). I’m just g

OK Human Review

OK Human was the light of this godawful January. It brought joy, laughter, and inspiration for its listeners. It starts off strong and only gets better as it progresses. All My Favorite Songs is a modern rock hit with lyrics that touch you in the chest. It's a perfect choice for a lead single. It's an ultimate loser anthem that everyone can relate to. Aloo Gobi is a beautiful song that invokes a rollercoaster of emotions. The chorus is a perfect example of the way everyone feels during

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La la land is fun so far. It’s just like the real word, except for the fact that I enjoy living. In my mind, I’m just an average Joe with a shitty job and miserably single. I live in a dull routine. But I have dreams, aspirations, goals... a will to live. While the life I’ve created is not one that I want in reality, it’s one in which I’m happy. Happy is a start.  I can’t keep track of time. Hours feel like days. Days feel like months. I feel like I’m sleeping half the time I’m awake.

Slang, Trends, and Other Confusing Things: A Boomer’s Guide to Gen Z

I’m gonna use this entry to explain some dumb shit that the TikTok generation (mostly Gen Z and young millennials) have created. Suggest shit in the comment and I’ll edit this entry explaining it for you.   I guess I’ll start of with “boomer”. Boomer is hardly used in the literal sense. If someone calls you a boomer, it means that you’re old or you act old.  Ex: “How do I works these damn cellphones?”  “Everyone knows how to work a cellphone. You’re such a boomer”.

Venting

I like to think of myself as a decent person, but the next person to comment “milk chocolate princess” on one of my instagram selfie can expect me to kill them in the harshest way possible.  I swear to God, I am not a princess. I’m not even “ladylike”. If anything, I am your king. Fuck around and find out what’s good. See if I’m playing. Next, we can all see that I’m black. I don’t think there’s a need to state the obvious. I don’t see a point in bringing attention to my skin color. Li
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