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I apologize for thinking too hard

It's what I do. and it's so uncool thinking about everything including for and against you I'm supposed to be an obsessed fan poet wouldn't ya know it But here I am nothing more than a rhyming slow person making nothing much sense when my opinion is out there it is entirely worthless hey now self you really don't deserve this what do I deserve then  strike this thought down into the underbrushes its going nowhere positive Love and Depression

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HoneyEmerald in poem

Smart the Meltdown!

Smart the Meltdown! I want to learn about resistance to find out why the Earth is struggling. The more resistance there is the Earth will move slower, that means there can be friction.  When there is friction things heat up.    There is a great friction between the opinions, wills and such that leads to war.  In war there is much friction and things heat up. In the space race clean space junk.  The one who cleans the most junk is the loser because then the world die

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HoneyEmerald in Smart The Meltdown!

"Don't Let Me Down"

"Don't Let Me Down"  I want you to be safe self destruction is a huge mistake take it from me I tried it myself In my state of mind man that time was rough I thought there was no way out of the establishment that I put myself in that's right I quit I quit wondering why things happened the way that they did it was all my fault I was a grown-ass kid Don't make my mistake don't slow suicide I ate too much sugar  that I

HoneyEmerald

HoneyEmerald in poem

up and down and all around...

up and down and all around is where my mind was spinning what direction I could not tell that I should have to look in to find balance  to find my peace to find and end to the dis-ease I needed space to find my place and I wasn't getting any I tried to walk off to get some room to think and you followed me still yelling you were to close it got me scared I had to lock you out  thinking you don't care the fact is you couldn't r

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HoneyEmerald in thought

a year full of memories

a year full of memories much better than the rest I cannot avoid this feeling of being blessed when things went wrong and we got in lots of trouble others stepped up to support  and I wish I could reward them double no matter what was happening  God really has pulled through I am very thankful that I can even count on you  

HoneyEmerald

HoneyEmerald in thought

you don't have to talk to me

You don't have to talk to me to make me understand that you don't want me around anyway silence is alarming and the voice is not charming when abusive rants erupt  hey yo I've had enough I don't recognize if you care anyway            

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HoneyEmerald in thought

more chaos

I don't want to write right now. Some would say then don't. I don't have to do anything that I don't want to do.... and yet here I am acting like a big fool. Doing what I'm told when it is against my wishes. Because I don't want to ruin someone else's life.  I am working real hard to stop causing others strife. and yet it is compounding... this strife causing I do I want to tell this world a big F.U. and let it burn into rubble the only problem is I'm on i

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HoneyEmerald in thought

My vision

I have decided that I do not want to write things just because an evil thought thinks that it will sound cool.... It may be not punk.... but I want to write happy like Green Day did in Pollyanna only without a doubtful ending to the songs.  It will take some practice, I have faith I can get there when I put forth the effort.  I need to set self boundaries to stop the abuse cycle within myself.  I have been abused for decades.... it's time I stop abusing myself.   So like

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HoneyEmerald in thought

Just writing to be writing

Just writing to be writing just waiting to wait just not jumping it's great to appreciate the dreams they come in shadows there to hypnotize am driving myself bonkers wanting to apologize I realize your world is not about me so much coincidence  is making me feel like you see me in shadows what is up with that? We all write about ourselves we all write about our thoughts we all write about others we all write what was tau

HoneyEmerald

HoneyEmerald in thought

haiku about you

haiku about you give yourself time to realize mistakes happen too we are not best friends or enemies and yet I am feeling sorry I want to be there to apologize for the one thing that I lost it cost so much that an eternity won't fix don't you dare stop now You've got a world to change don't quit

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HoneyEmerald in thought

Negativity

Negativity you don’t look pretty you are scum you have not won he is angry And it’s your fault to be with you he’d rather not  you’re an act you are a fool You are stupid you think you’re cool negativity heres the sound of many things to put you down you go unnoticed  no one should care if you exist anywhere no don’t you dare

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HoneyEmerald in thought

we create chaos

We need to check our own selves in the sparkling waters of self reflection of our behavior from time to time to see what inner beauty we hold so that we can behold our own thought and consider what is reality and what is twisted and what does do shine..... is it our aspirations, our inspirations or negativity that takes the center light and what is it that we choose to bring out into the spot light on our perspective of a perfect stage. It is not quite so simple as what we physically view and wh

HoneyEmerald

HoneyEmerald in thought

a letter to myself

Dear friend…Stop bullying yourself… you know who you are.  You are important in this life. Do not worry about how things will turn out,  think about what you can do now to make your life better..  be it talking to a friend or creating a work of art in something considered mundane. The next time you see how you fold your towels you will realize how much time you have spent to appreciate you.   Now please show yourself some love.   That simple task of taking care in what you do is achievable. So

HoneyEmerald

HoneyEmerald in thought

June 23rd 2021 Be Great!

Your heart screams to heaven but do you listen to the wisdom given when it is What's going to live when all around you is death and how can you get rid of the blue when everything is every color  except the one you see and even that is reflecting When will you learn to accept a world that's not perfect in your heart and stop making chaos for what is not your decision to make Now be great!  

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HoneyEmerald in thought

embroidery and anger, pt.1

So, I don't have much in the way other socials, and IK I'm barely active on here, but. This site is kind-of like a void. Green Day fans seem to just ignore you and not interact if they're not your friends. and I like that. So here I am, writing out my stream of consciousness. My family has a kinda funny tradition where we give my dad, who's hyper-masculine and kinda brash, a shirt or mug or something that has a cute picture of our chihuahua on it because, idk, it's funny to see him wearing

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FruitbasketCase

I Don’t Know What to Call This

What does it mean to be human? I’ve asked myself this question many times. I’ve spent my entire life studying these odd creature in attempt to better understand them. I’ve infiltrated their inner circles and even learned their ways in passing. You many notice that I’m talking about humans as if I’m not one myself. That’s because I’ve never felt like one. I feel like I’m the narrator of everyone’s lives, and it’s my job to watch and document. Crazy, right? I know. I know I’m crazy.

Hot Take: Black History Month is a Joke

Ah yes, the first day of February. Alas, the biased, incomplete history of a whole race people can be crammed down naieve people everywhere.  I live in the grand ol’ American south, so maybe my experience with this dreaded excuse of inclusiveness is different than others. So let’s start off with some universal truths. Who does this month service? Who does it educate?  I can answer that. Black history month is just an excuse for white people to say that they’re woke because they kn

Things That Traumatized Me Today

1. @The Grohl saying “vigorous self love”. I will never forget that as long as I live. 2. My sister brought to my attention that Rivers Cuomo’s current aesthetic looks like a child molester. The scary part is that I actually thought it suits him. 3. @The Grohl saying “vigorous self love”. That sounds like something my mother would say. *shudders* 4. My neighbor across the street threw a knife at me when I was getting in my car this morning and it almost hit me. I got in my car and
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