Ok, we all know about Nirvana's late singer Kurt Cobain and his death. The official ruling was that his death was caused by a self-inflicted shot to the underneath of his chin. Others (including me) believe that this ruling is false and that his death was not a suicide.
What is your view on his death? Any particular reason to your opinion?
Like I said, I don't believe that his death was a suicide.
I don't appreciate people saying that the "murder" idea is just another stupid conspiracy made up by people who just don't want to believe that he committed suicide. I'm actually one of those people who have done a lot of research on this subject and believe that his death was not suicide because of the things I've read.
The very first time I heard about his death, I decided to look into it because of a friend on my FB. They posted a copy of the note left behind at the death scene and when I tried to find a text version of it, I stumbled upon http://www.justiceforkurt.com and http://www.kurtcobainssuicidenote.com . From these sites, I found out more information and soon began to think about a statement found on Justice for Kurt. idr off top of my head what the quote was, but it made me think a lot and it got me in the mood to do some research.
I still believe that Courtney had something to do with his death- I'm not necessarily saying that she killed him, but I really think she had something to do with it. There are just a lot of things that don't add up. For example, she was "so concerned" with her husband's well-being, but yet when asked if she's going to go help go look for Kurt, she responded [paraphrased b/c i'm too lazy to find the actual quote] "sorry I can't. I have business in LA to attend to".
Please don't tell me that I'm stupid (or anything like that) for my belief. Like I said, I've actually done my research about this, so I base my beliefs from what information I've read/heard. I hate those who do think they know everything (**disclaimer** I'm not saying I know everything, but I know enough to establish a real opinion). I have no issue what so ever about debating about this, so argue away with me
this is what the note says that was left behind at the scene [credit: KurtCobainsSuicideNote.com]:
Speaking from the tongue of an experienced simpleton who obviously would rather be an emasculated, infantile complain-ee. This note should be pretty easy to understand.
All the warnings from the punk rock 101 courses over the years, since my first introduction to the, shall we say, ethics involved with independence and the embracement of your community has proven to be very true. I haven't felt the excitement of listening to as well as creating music along with reading and writing for too many years now. I feel guity beyond words about these things.
For example when we're back stage and the lights go out and the manic roar of the crowds begins., it doesn't affect me the way in which it did for Freddie Mercury, who seemed to love, relish in the the love and adoration from the crowd which is something I totally admire and envy. The fact is, I can't fool you, any one of you. It simply isn't fair to you or me. The worst crime I can think of would be to rip people off by faking it and pretending as if I'm having 100% fun. Sometimes I feel as if I should have a punch-in time clock before I walk out on stage. I've tried everything within my power to appreciate it (and I do,God, believe me I do, but it's not enough). I appreciate the fact that I and we have affected and entertained a lot of people. It must be one of those narcissists who only appreciate things when they're gone. I'm too sensitive. I need to be slightly numb in order to regain the enthusiasms I once had as a child.
On our last 3 tours, I've had a much better appreciation for all the people I've known personally, and as fans of our music, but I still can't get over the frustration, the guilt and empathy I have for everyone. There's good in all of us and I think I simply love people too much, so much that it makes me feel too fucking sad. The sad little, sensitive, unappreciative, Pisces, Jesus man. Why don't you just enjoy it? I don't know!
I have a goddess of a wife who sweats ambition and empathy and a daughter who reminds me too much of what i used to be, full of love and joy, kissing every person she meets because everyone is good and will do her no harm. And that terrifies me to the point to where I can barely function. I can't stand the thought of Frances becoming the miserable, self-destructive, death rocker that I've become.
I have it good, very good, and I'm grateful, but since the age of seven, I've become hateful towards all humans in general. Only because it seems so easy for people to get along that have empathy. Only because I love and feel sorry for people too much I guess.
Thank you all from the pit of my burning, nauseous stomach for your letters and concern during the past years. I'm too much of an erratic, moody baby! I don't have the passion anymore, and so remember, it's better to burn out than to fade away.
Peace, love, empathy.
Frances and Courtney, I'll be at your alter.
Please keep going Courtney, for Frances.
For her life, which will be so much happier without me.
I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU!
^photocopy of the actual note. Have fun trying to read it if you do lol