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Viva La Sonia!

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About Viva La Sonia!

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  • Name Sonia
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  1. Viva La Sonia! added a comment on a blog entry Selfie....   

    These are amazing and inspirational. You keep getting better. Well done!
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  2. Viva La Sonia! added a comment on a blog entry Our First Video!   

    It's brilliant well done, on the song as well
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  3. Viva La Sonia! added a comment on a blog entry UEFA Champions League Final's Poster   

    That's brilliant, abir, good job
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  4. Viva La Sonia! added a comment on a blog entry Congrats to Sonia!   

    Thank you
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  5. Viva La Sonia! added a comment on a blog entry Congrats to Sonia!   

    Thanks guys
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  6. Viva La Sonia! added a comment on a blog entry Do I send this letter to the one I love? (Seeking feedback)   

    I've been following your blogs for a bit, and even only one entry can make it clear, how much she means to you. Send it, see how it goes.
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  7. Viva La Sonia! added a comment on a blog entry No more.   

    This is so beautiful!
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  8. Viva La Sonia! added a blog entry in Viva La Sonia!'s Blog   

    New Poems
    I'm sorry I let you down
    By simply being around
    If I could disappear
    I'd be long gone,
    But I don't know how to walk
    All I've ever done is run
    From your confrontation
    From your criticism.
    If this is how you treat the ones you love
    I'd hate to be your enemy
    The paradox and my misery
    Is that you don't know I am already.
    You want to have me in your debt
    But my strength is to forget
    All that you've ever said
    I'd carry your cross to the ends of the world
    Hoping my bandages and shackles
    Get lost in the dirt.
    I'd carry you to the ends of the word
    Even as my bones break
    Just so I can have the pleasure
    Of seeing you fall, and claiming it was a mistake.

    ................................................................................................

    The voices in my head
    Are louder than yours outside
    I'll be who I want to be
    Even when I'm wrong
    For the sake of my pride.
    My dependence has lost meaning
    And my heart's lost feeling
    I'm am empty space in your life
    You're the emptiness in my mind.
    I'd bleed out, from self inflicted wounds
    Just so I can feel, like I have a use.
    A use beyond you using me
    A use beyond your plans for me.
    Your ropes are coming lose
    And you're losing your hold on me.
    Does it terrify you,
    The thought of me being free?
    You wouldn't want to see me crippled
    But you'd like me in a cage
    I'll decide when the time comes
    To finally display the result of suppressed rage.
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  9. Viva La Sonia! added a comment on a blog entry Letter for my brother's soon-to-be-child   

    Yea, I like how most of your writing is really transparent and raw emotion, yet well written. Writing can be really therapeutic.
    Keep up the good work
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  10. Viva La Sonia! added a comment on a blog entry Letter for my brother's soon-to-be-child   

    Aww, that's so sweet :3 congratulations to your brother on the baby. I hope it's happy and healthy, and enjoys this "crazy messed-up world".

    I really like your blog posts, btw
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  11. Viva La Sonia! added a blog entry in Viva La Sonia!'s Blog   

    Poem
    Aren't we falling apart
    The same pain, different scars
    You inflict wounds to easy the pain
    But there's no tangible gain
    You've been working so long
    To feel the slightest bit better,
    You've been telling yourself you're strong
    But you honestly know better.
    How strong could you be
    When you think your worst enemy is 'me'.
    Your tear stained face
    Hosts the brightest smile,
    In hope that they won't ask
    Whether you've been crying.
    You hide it extremely well
    When asked how you are
    You'd say 'fine'.
    But you're crumbling,
    Darling, you've broken inside
    It's only a matter of time
    Until the damage shines.
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  12. Viva La Sonia! added a blog entry in Viva La Sonia!'s Blog   

    New Poem
    It would be easy to forget
    If I hadn't seen magic
    In every step you ever took
    As you walked away,
    Where you'd forever stay.
    I don't see the point in loving
    If I'll never love you again.
    I won't want to start again
    Knowing this is how it ends.
    But I'd like to see this
    Take a different course
    Keeping in mind what I know,
    Would I not have fallen
    Would this not have crashed
    I know I would have broken,
    My heart would be smashed,
    No matter what happened
    Because you'd never love
    Like I loved you
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  13. Viva La Sonia! added a blog entry in Viva La Sonia!'s Blog   

    Poem
    You hardly realise
    How you make me feel
    Beyond useless
    When you only pay heed
    To my flaws, my mistakes
    My inability to win this race.
    My lack of positivity
    Routed in your face.
    I'm not one to embrace
    All of my flaws,
    I'd rather hide.
    Behind my twisted way
    Of saving my pride.
    The feeling inside
    Would only diminish
    Until there's nothing left
    For you to finish.
    Your words are like knives
    And I've been cut too many times
    To ever go down that road again.
    I've learnt to hide.
    It's the only way to be safe,
    From the cynics, from everything
    From the judgemental look on your face.
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  14. Viva La Sonia! added a blog entry in Viva La Sonia!'s Blog   

    Poem
    Could someone come up with a reason
    For this pointless passive aggression
    I'd trade the heart on my sleeve
    For an iron fist
    For resistance to what is 'right'
    For the ability to create distance.
    Nothing presents itself as worth it,
    Yet we have so much to lose.
    We act like we have no choice
    But this is the life you choose.
    You are the mirror I stare into
    The illusion that reminds me
    How distorted I can be.
    Your 'wise words' ,
    Empty resonance to my ears.
    It's easier for me to disappear
    Than wish no one was here.
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  15. Viva La Sonia! added a blog entry in Viva La Sonia!'s Blog   

    Poem
    Disappointment is what I've come to know
    Until it's a feeling I refuse to show
    The look on your face,
    Perpetually telling me I'm a disgrace
    The feeling I get when you turn away
    Isn't unique, it's merely routine
    To see you give up on me
    As I give up on myself
    To see you wonder why you tried
    While I wonder, myself.
    I count the tears, because pain's so reliable
    It's emotionally oblivion when love isn't vital.
    It's all the memories that truly destroy me
    Back when I used to believe
    In light at the end of the tunnel
    In a life outside my bubble.
    It's the hope that this might get better,
    That really leaves you wounded.
    It's the moment you're cynical enough
    To think that people are lying
    When they say you're perfect.
    The defining moments,
    'Nothing's as bad as it seems'
    This is far worse than it seems
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