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What A Paradise

So due to the fact that Words I Might Have Ate will be removed, I thought I'd post all my songs here...I'll make a blog entry for every song, but try to explain my songs a bit more than I did in Words I Might Have Ate... soo I start with What A Pradise: What A Paradise Oh what a paradise It's my life I live in paradise Yeah it's my life No depression Following own decisions I love my big city with a big shopping center sightseeing everywhere still a silence when I need it Oh w

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Elena

 

Turn Back The Time (new lyrics)

I want back to a time where it's all been great and fine a time in that we laughed and had fun and everything seemed perfect seemed... Oh I wish I'd have known about it I wish I could have seen what's inside of you and what's really in my heart and what's floating around in our heads already back then Oh I wish I would have known what it becomes a few years later I wish I would have seen it coming and be prepaired I wish I could turn back the time so we could talk about it all a

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Elena

 

The Lines That Shouldn't Be Written (New Lyrics)

So I wrote some new lyrics: These are the lines that should never be written the lines that should never be given a birth I shouldn't think of it I shouldn't do it But I doubt I will ever try and I guess this is just another cry A cry for what? For everything like an Angel with just one wing that can't fly high into the sky back into heaven c'mon let's help him These are the lines that should never be written the lines that should never be given a birth the lines I should

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Elena

 

That One Bad Moment

Sitting on a chair with an empty mind feeling nothing cos you don't know what to feel It's so empty inside but on the same time your head's so full -full of sadness no one'd ever understand Something's broken but not just a bone something's broken inside something inside your head something inside your heart It was the moment you realized that your dreams will never come true It was the moment you realized that you have to give up on your hobby somewhen It was the mome

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Elena

 

Somewhere between giving birth and first league hockey

I don't know how many or if any of you remember me, because I haven't posted for way too long. I want to give more than one update, though. Mainly not for the sake of giving an update, but because I know how some of you feel and it might give some of you some hope.   I know that when I first came here, I was severely depressed. At school I was the outsider, at hockey I got bullied so much it ended with a broken collar bone. It destroyed me so much because I thought my hockey career wou

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Elena

 

Rock am See Recap

a not so well written recap, but I wanted to publish it anyways: Before the festival I met my friend (she's btw the drummer of my band, becomes important later in my story ;D), then we went to the stadium (and her dad also went to the festival but he stayed in the back), the stadium opened at 11am, we came there half an hour later, then thought we'd go closer to the stage at 5pm, but we'd go around a bit and check out the venue, so we went into the first barrier and once we've been there we

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Elena

 

R.I.P. Michael Jackson

Today's June 26th, which means yesterday 3 years ago Michael Jackson, the King Of Pop, died. I already once wrote a blog about him and how I heard the news and how I became a huge fan. Here's a link to it: http://www.greendaycommunity.org/blog/58/entry-164-music-life-7-how-i-got-into-michael-jackson/ It's sad what the press and even his own family did with him. His family just wanted the money and the press used to write shit about him which unfortunately totally destroyed him. His dad saw

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Elena

 

Nothing and everything all at once

woo hoo I've managed to write a new entry after such a long time I don't know where I should start, but I think I'll beginn with everything that happened on March 16th: It was a friday, ten days before my 16th birthday, usually I would have had school there, but I stayed at home because I was ill. Most of that day I spent on the computer. Some days before some festival dates in Europe have been announced, so I thought Green Day will probably announce something for Germany in the next time, be

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Elena

 

No one ever said that life is fair...

I don't know how to start...I'm listening to Adam's Song by Blink 182 because I'm in this mood again. I know I should be happy: I have holidays, I have a ticket for a festival with Green Day as headliners and I'll get the chance for the girls national hockey team, but I'm still totally depressed...and why? Well, I don't know, I guess it's cos next week school starts again and on Tuesday we'll write this Chemistry test and I need a good mark, cos if I have a bad mark, I probably won't come into t

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Elena

 

My Life

So this was the second song I posted in WIMHA: My Life I am screaming Just look at my heart's Too fast beating Never dreaming Cos I never get The chance to sleep I'm an insomniac Lying That I have No depression And a perfect life I am freezing While my heart Is bleeding so much Never seeing What I should see -all the positive things in life I'm an insomniac Lying That I have No depression And a perfect life I know I should forget About this But I can't

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Elena

 

Music = Life #7 How I got into Michael Jackson

As I already said in my last entry I almost lost my love for music, but then something happened: 25th of June - everything was normal, I had to go to school and my mom brought me to school this time, because my school's on her way to work. We sat in the car, listened to music and then the news came on: Michael Jackson, the King Of Pop, died with just 50 years. At that time, I didn't like Michael Jackson much...all I knew about him before was how he looks like and a lot of scandals, nothing real

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Elena

 

Music = Life #6 ...And it almost ended !

When I was a kid I loved music, but in about 2008-2009 (or maybe even a bit earlier) I started to think that pop music got worse every year. I loved almost every pop song when I was little, but in those 2 years I thought that pop music just contains 4 chords and almost every song sounded the same for me. It seemed like the stars got uncreative or everything was already there...I almost stopped listening to music and payed more attention to movies. Before I always wanted to become a singer, but i

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Elena

 

Music = Life #5 My Dearly Beloved Blue <3

Now finally the day has come where I can write something about my dearly beloved guitar Blue after writing about everything important that came before So Blue is a Fender Stratocaster 50's Mexican Standard in daphne blue and my favorite guitar. I saved up money for it for a very long time and I was so happy when my parents said that we'll go to Berlin for three days and I can buy my guitar there. I waited for that day for so long and finally it should come, but then I broke my collarbone 1 da

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Elena

 

Music = Life #4 Aziza

So after buying my first guitar Cheapy, I got another acoustic guitar as a present: Aziza. It's an original Höfner and about 30-40 years old. The owner of the guitar died and his wife - and now widow - had no use for the guitar, because she isn't able to play it. Because my grandma told her that I want to have a guitar, she gave the guitar to my grandma - as a present !! My grandma later gave it to me. I have no idea how much it cost, but what I know is that the owner was an adult and had a job

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Elena

 

Music = Life #3 Guitaaaaaars

So there were a few more loves for any instruments between the violin and the guitar, but I don't wanna make it too long, cos I don't want that it gets boring ...so in kindergarten there was a time where I loved drums, then I started loving guitars for a short time, cos my cousin had 2 guitars and I wanted to have one - just because of him - and after that I wanted to learn keyboard and I even bought a keyboard, but stopped playing somewhen, cos it just got too boring and it's difficult without

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Elena

 

Music = Life #2 My first steps in music in Kindergarten

When I was in kindergarten I was in something similar like "Music lessons" I learned something about several instruments and I can't remember very much, but I know that I learned playing the xylophone a bit, but just a bit of course, cos we were all little kids. Those lessons were voluntary, but I can remember that I loved them. I was there with some friends who were all interested in music, but then my best friend didn't want to join these lessons anymore. I was disappointed, cos we did everyth

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Elena

 

Music = Life #1 My love for violins

So because I have nothing better to do ( ) I'd like to write something about how my love for music began...which was early: somewhen at the age of 3 or 4. I can't even remember that but my mom told me (a few weeks ago) that I was always interested in music and mostly into violins. It's weird, whenever there was classical music I mostly heard the violins out of all the instruments playing. As I said I can't remember that anymore, cos I was just about 3 or 4, but my parents said that they saw th

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Elena

 

Like An Empty Paper (New Lyrics)

I still didn't post all songs of WIMHA, but I saved them all on my computer, so I thought I'd post a new one before I forget it and that I don't bore ya'll This song's called "Like An Empty Paper" and I'm just gonna post the parts that I'm contented with, I e.g. still don't know what I'll take as a chorus... Anyways...here it is: Like An Empy Paper I'm numb don't know what to feel or what to do like an empty paper I could write something onto it but I don't know what I could do so

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Elena

 

Last Way Out (new lyrics)

I've written a few new lyrics recently and changed some of the old ones, but I won't post them until the songs are ready though I'd like to post the lyrics I wrote today either way: Last Way Out What did you have to go through when you lost all hope forgot about all happiness and joy and all your thoughts are about a way out the last way out of all your problems the last way out of all the misery the last way out of everything the last way out of that bitter n

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Elena

 

heya i've finally joined the human race ;D

sooo...I just created my own blog here and it's my first blog ever, so I have no idea what to write here, so don't expect anything too good, okay? I'll write more tomorrow...gotta go to bed now ;D

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Elena

 

Be Happy

This was the fourth song I posted in WIMHA: Be Happy worried, scared, frightened, unhappy, crying the whole day, dying inside, thinking about suicide normally, but not today, today I'm happy and laughing the whole time I love my life Chorus: Never say you hate your life and never think about suicide cos that's just a waste of time and life's too short to not enjoy it Screaming, unbelieving, so sad and sick, crying the whole day, dying inside, thinking about suicide

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