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First Song I Guess...

I suck and its long but.... Wanted to die was too scared to try Tears in my eyes and i say goodbye But my hopes are high that tonight I finally have the guts to die Sick and tired of this life Sitting on the roof too tired to cry Wanna jump off to see if i can fly No mater how many times i try To die i always fucking survive I always cut with too dull of a knife But tonight is the night that i finally try Gonna be gone by the end of the night Believe me when i say i tried Tried to hold on but nothing's alright I might survie and see ya tomorrow But if i do ill die from all my sorrow my heart and soul feel so damn hollow you might just cry but dont follow My pain is too much and too hard to swallow So drunk now i start to wallow Hopefully i slip and fall And get rid of the pain once and for all, oh My wrist like my heart is so damn scarred Living this life is too fucking hard I cant give up, ive gone too far Looking to the street and i see the cars They stop look up and tell me not to drop Stuck with a broken spirit and heart Sitting at the top and im so pissed and Im so scarred just like my wrist is I tried to stay optomistic But right now im pessomistic I tried my best to stay persistent But its too much and I cant resist it Ive gone the distance Now i gotta take this chance before i miss it Im sitting on the edge My razor seems to be my only friend Wanna jump and meet my end Im gonna slit my wrist again Gonna take a handful of pills again Hopefully by dawn im finally dead Wanna jump from the top Even though its a 20 foot drop I hear the sirens, they called the cops Hopefully the concrete aint so soft Hopefully i drop like a rock I only got a few seconds left on the clock Gonna jump, jump, jump and finally drop

Jirachi

Jirachi

 

Untitled Song

Haven't written songs much before, and when i did they were awful so uh...this is my first attempt at a song in ageeessss. Im sure its not very good, but i tried :x I try to think of why i stay
But nothing seems to come to mind
I think i'd lose my mind
If I still had one to lose
Can you help me find a reason? I'm in a state of mind that will
Most likely kill me in the end
I am like a rundown car
In an alley with a dead end
Can you help me find a reason? I am trapped with no way out
Like a rat in a trap maze
I am stuck in a world of grey
Can you help me out of this haze
You fixed the game and stacked the deck
There's just no way I could win
You pushed me in now i'm in too deep
I'm hanging on the razor's edge I think i'm going blind
To the reason i stay inside
This cage called you
Can you help me find the key
Or at least some better company You laugh and smile my way
I can't say that I do the same
My heart is bored its overboard
In the sea you call a love life
Can you help me find a way
Or at least a reason to stay I am trapped with no way out
Like a rat in a trap maze
I am stuck in a world of grey
Can you help me out of this haze
You fixed the game and stacked the deck
There's just no way I could win
You pushed me in now i'm in too deep
I'm hanging on the razor's edge  

Jirachi

Jirachi

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