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Just a bunch of random stuff. I have no idea why I even made this, to be honest.

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Lyrics - Longing Thoughts

New lyrics. Enjoy. Longing Thoughts A cloud in a dream of lives long gone Where has all that data gone? At nights I sit alone and wonder who you are A fading cyclone that whispers from afar Chorus: The faded lights tow my mind And I cannot forget the melted old grind Back when I could find... Take the time from my eyes The couch and the chair absorb all construed lies For the music that plays The written print that sways The mental creature... I can't obey (Chorus) So many voices faded among the surface of Mars There's so much time eating the dimes Such a long way to realize conscience spars (Chorus)

GenesisJames

GenesisJames

 

Lyrics - A Letter

The last set of lyrics of my little tangent to create a story-album of sorts. After this, topics expressed in "Belt Too Tight, Try As You Might" to "A Letter" will not be as common/focused... until they do happen again, if that happens. Anyway, enjoy. A Letter Oh, such constricting airwaves landing in an oil minefield A broken home with pasts inside with scars on children that fail to yield March into your war with nothing to win March into your faith with nothing within March into the night where the blind shall lead March into the sun where Heaven burned its deed "Mother and father, the day is done. By the time you get this, I will already be gone. Do not follow me; you can't change my mind. It was long ago I decided that it was my time." March into the stars where corruption is shown March into the field where control is overthrown March into the stratosphere where human ties are woven tight March into the lies where your might shines bright Such a frightful concept death is but abortion of thought is mutiny To make the best of time we have left, we must live with silver scrutiny. "It may be too late for most of you, but let the others live the life they have always wanted to."

GenesisJames

GenesisJames

 

Lyrics - Transform

New lyrics. Enjoy. Transform There's no one to blame when a curse is in your name. When a being transitions, withhold your superstitions. When the chains become veins, they become God, destroyer of life. When the game ends up the same, they flood a mind with hatred and tears. "Like my long lost friend, who was shot by the trusted ones... After she walked up on the hill, he turned to find a mother, a father, and all." He could not contain confusion or abstain from lectures learned, dogmatic symbols earned. When the land turns to sand, they probe with beliefs and conversion booths. When they find them, eyes of a gem, they cut and shape to create a new "you". "Like my long lost friend, stranger, do not go or step foot in that town. He was not always that way. Born as someone else, but felt trapped by himself." What elixir could be used, or what preacher can be fused, with popular vote and elegant demand? The young girl's friend, before a sodomite, now a heathen, was doomed from the start. Intolerance of her preferences, and anger at his new self, results in death, from whom he will never part.

GenesisJames

GenesisJames

 

Lyrics - Long Lost Life

New lyrics. Enjoy. Long Lost Life Hold the torch, please Rise up from beneath the holy forces in a fraudulent job Feel the wind on your skin, as molten waves come rushing in Where will you be when you are dead? "I can't view an end after I've lost my only friend. The sirens pierce the scriptures that bend." How many more will you kill through destruction of their will? I'm not telling you what to believe, but who do you think you are? Believe through knowledge and seeing, not by hope from afar. So many lives long gone, with a single, forgotten song There's nothing to work for but life of youth. And they rock in their cribs without ideas of their own. A cradle with bars made up of traditional stone. "I can't allow any more hatred in tolerant form." So she joined herself and exposes white and gold cloaks worn. So many lives long gone, with a truthful, untold song There's so much to work for with no opportunity after the end.

GenesisJames

GenesisJames

 

Lyrics - If Only (Escape)

New lyrics. Enjoy. If Only (Escape) The dark lights of the city open up a world of hope and pity The girl now walks to beats of heart pumps and steel beam streets Our story begins at creation... Night clubs, dance bars, stitch-park sights sewing up holes from double-decker fights A brand new world opens up wide for a flight path straight to the inside The birth of our only threshold... "And I can finally say I've made it. Still no American dream... But truth be told, that's a waste pit full of blind, aimless steam. And I don't care where I go. If only you were here with me to escape..." Forked hands lie down her face picking up slack for a losing race Run now, up, down, around your mind lead brain trails away from the blind In a blinding light... Rain pats down, on sidewalks Listen to the ways the cashier talks No prying voices; only subtle fears in the city the haze now clears A sparkle of life glimmered upon cold sand... "A place unlike any I have known and not a single forgotten stone. Etched with a message, type as a throne of a word unknown: home. But I don't care where I live. If only you were here with me to escape..." But escape could only be illusioned by a mind so willingly controlled. The man, or boy, whatever he was to that forsaken town was a bastard of faith, a hinderance to salvation. What a tragedy of life, when an ideology divides, and destroys, and overthrows morals that we have otherwise.

GenesisJames

GenesisJames

 

Lyrics - Evolution

New lyrics. Enjoy. Evolution A foolish nature, clinging to its wraps Forgotten fortune, while humanity clasps A forlorn ruin of what we knew And it balances on the lies, as they grew. The girl breathes a cold, soft breath As she arrives at the station's rebirth and death The night tires, as the hours evolve away With cold hands, a ticket passed and faith at bay "Now I hold the key, A lonely motto and a dime To prove that I'm finally free." Coordination of balance, mother's taken her toll At the toll booth of the faith's holy roll She steps onto the train, evolving from a dream, But the nuclear winter bursts from its seam. The cold of the gurgling memories Divides in fission with family urgencies Onto the platform, to her surprise Her mother had her locked at eyes. "Your Devil friend, and now you, too." By the bayside, by somber light, "Mother, you're dead; more than I knew." It's a conductor's line. It's a poor soul's time. "But now you know Your oppression made me go." And in the force of nature We evolved beyond compare But a tragic flaw Still strips us bare. We created the chains To trap ourselves And the wrongdoings Are laid out on the shelves. It's a production line. It's a last, insolent time. "And now you understand the life Of a child filled with puncturing strife." She walks right past. The evening lasts. A final shriek from the mother. But with the girl's evolution, She can simply find another.

GenesisJames

GenesisJames

 

Lyrics - Camp of Heaven/Hell

New lyrics. Enjoy. Camp of Heaven/Hell With a pocket foghorn On a midnight hill There was a murmur, "Come be born" With a terrifying shrill Diluted past all-seeing eyes From this fucked up town She hears the voice of a man who defies As the wind brushed up as a suicide gown "But now I've changed my ways, Gone out of town and, well, Finally reveal motives of The Camp of Heaven and Hell." Her only friend Got shot last night A savior couldn't be a means to an end So he decided to give up the fight Now with a necklace of shame Hung around her neck Galaxies in mirrors of religious fame Finally cash away with a medical check "I finally made it out of that hellhole" She exclaimed as she sat in a thoughtful cell But all the children are stuck in The Camp of Heaven and Hell. The deceased grow weary of Thoughtless trials And the stars rained gold that night Somehow the setting seemed right When they turned to the news And the camp was shown in a new light. With the counsellors taken away And the members in therapy It's a wonder why the parents make them stay In the cult of dogmatic entropy.

GenesisJames

GenesisJames

 

Lyrics - Travel Alone

New lyrics. Enjoy. Travel Alone I know it's not going to be today; it never is with you. You say that we'll flee far away, but you never have the courage to. We all know the demons your family has. Your life and mine, they coincide but even though you listen, you never speak. I've made my case and will not hide, but you've put off freeing yourself for a week. We all know that you don't believe. All my life, you've been there for me. A true friend; I've fallen asleep at your side. I want you to come, but I guess we must break symmetry. It makes me tear up, but it looks like all hope for you has died. I finally leave, while he looks down, depressed. They're just like my mother, and his thoughts are repressed. He's too frightened at a world alone but choosing to stay was his life now thrown. Now with all the preachers and dreamers the deceivers and schemers make the theology all their own, I guess I must travel alone.

GenesisJames

GenesisJames

 

Lyrics - Follow Home

New lyrics. Enjoy. Follow Home You gotta follow home, follow home Don't welcome the ambiance of every drug or every pill Welcome the sober and the ill We're one of many worlds while many may say how cold the night is Well, y'know that's showbiz "I'm a character of life Who knows who I am?" There's nothing after the end. It hurts now and then. But on the misty night, as you walk on by, nowhere to go through the foam, go anywhere to follow home. So many people pretend they're watching over them But through matter and space, there's no spirit with a face. Without currency or fear, without murder or living fables, run wherever you can but away from where your life began. You wipe the sweat from your eyes. You're not preaching, but encouraging. "I know why I live. I know why I die. There's no stone purpose in life. The universe has no meaning. We merely exist." The moon hangs, almost alive. A sign that you must strive. The world is not a gift; it's a necessity. As a cluster, a dome Keep traveling, follow home.

GenesisJames

GenesisJames

 

Lyrics - Wretch, Dæmon, What Have I Created?

New lyrics. Enjoy. Wretch, Dæmon, What Have I Created? "Oh, oh, oh no It's creeping up the walls of my mind, of my soul" "They taught me to love through hate up above and my mind is constructed my backwards life fronted by my evil creator." Arms from golden heroes, Legs from wicked zeroes "This is my life!" Shouted from lungs taken from the breathless She runs up the street while the lights fall to pieces criticizing her very creation The witnesses hide their children their modest outfits, live life in symmetry "Mama, I admit it! I'm not part of this bullshit! I'm the Devil in disguise, and this time I'm not willing to compromise!" Oh, what a scene the young girl created a new being As the story progresses, Our dear mother, she still represses the true views of her child. "My views come from bloodthirsty angels When paradise is lost I can't contain my inner turmoil" She's a monster, scarred and confused her banishment after she left unamused The seven deadly sins are the example of the life people lead: Lust! Gluttony! Greed! Sloth! Wrath! (Ha!) Envy! (Ha!) Pride! "All mere puzzle pieces used to characterize my life in shambles, I am a creature who seeks redemption Fine; I'll kill all your brethren: make them understand how to evade this." Examined! Abandoned! "This is my final hour; but before I leave here, let me show you how to live."

GenesisJames

GenesisJames

 

Lyrics - Kneel and Steal

More lyrics. Enjoy. Kneel and Steal The faith holds a secret While you're in deep, it Holds you down Praying for something Alluring to nothing Just kneel down While you're in the garden He's reaching for your wallet Chorus: "I don't suppose you know That putting on this show is a... fuckin' drag!" "Putting on this act... Holding innate tact... is a... fuckin' drag!" ------------------------- Oh, but you know And they know What he's done They're smarter than they look But stick to their book Stealing all of their will While you're in the garden He's stealing the youth's innocence (Chorus) "What a drag it must be To keep with the scene Slammin' doors, Dollars on the floor..." "Keep it up, I know your tricks Feel them up for the thrill of it Gonna steal my money, gonna steal their kid Look at you breathe in all the funds that you hid." While they just kneel down! On their burgundy carpet, next to their bed Just to go to you And this is what you said: "What a fuckin' drag..." "What a fuckin' drag..." "I need a drink."

GenesisJames

GenesisJames

 

Lyrics - Ring On, Dream On, Die On

More lyrics. Enjoy. Ring On, Dream On, Die On Ring on The hole of light that you fall into The wreckage of those past born Fall away wake up to the sound of thought decay Open up, breathe at the surface Dream on Carry your burden of hope They capture and slaughter remnants of you Fly away Toward the night of rain and dismay But it's not enough... Die on The message you left on the table you pack your bags to leave Cry away run the dust-ridden trail today Ring on Dream on Die on Rise up while they kneel down

GenesisJames

GenesisJames

 

Lyrics - My Bell For A Head

More lyrics. Enjoy. My Bell For A Head These walls collapse on me Open the windows Tell me what you see Fog in the distance Suppressing clear sky Mama! Chorus: The creaking floorboards ring my head like a bell I scream aloud, "Mama, I don't wanna go to Hell!" This town in the middle of nowhere The purgatory of thought and faith The preachers collect their share! White light distorted Paint a picture for my broken sound Mama! (Chorus) Coming for me Coming for me They're coming for me They're coming for me Ring the bell They go to Hell Bring me back then they attack Pawns of desire Straight to the fire Pawns of desire Straight to the fire "I overhear the doubts of the town strangled by fear." Mama! (Chorus) Mama! I don't wanna go to Hell! Mama! Tell them all to go to Hell! Hear that broken sound The baritone chimes of lies burning down

GenesisJames

GenesisJames

 

Lyrics - Pleas of Secrecy

More lyrics. Enjoy. Pleas of Secrecy "If only I can break free from this torment," She says to herself, with eyes dewed. A time of melancholy lament, with a cluttered room misconstrued. What will it take? The power and precision of a calculated sermon? "No, I beg to be spared; I envision the power of learning." Chorus: "I hope to see the world how it always was. Too many years of confinement! Too many 'fixes' to count! Open the universe to me!" Children trapped in homes, fear as the only bars. "If we are the primary domes, why are there worlds among the stars?" "I have a picture of you, Mama. Why aren't you smiling? Do you fear all of the bitter trauma if I abandon what you hold dear?" (Chorus) "Open the universe. My pleas of secrecy... My friends will turn and my family will scorn but please, someone... Enlighten me."

GenesisJames

GenesisJames

 

Lyrics - Belt Too Tight, Try As You Might

I'm going off on a tangent to my other lyrics (the more upbeat/happier ones, for the most part) to try some new ideas and experiment with new songwriting styles. They ended up similar to poetry, I guess, and have darker subject matter, but whatever. Enjoy. Belt Too Tight, Try As You Might Our story begins at creation, the birth of our only threshold In a blinding light, a sparkle of life glimmered upon cold sand. From stories came stories Untold worries among our kin We devised a disguise to make up for demise and flourished through killing and loving. Fast forward to present day, where the world is in disarray But they don't know God like he knows us; to fear him is key to salvation. "Mama, oh Mama, allow me to feel like one of them; I promise I'll be good." Wrap a belt of life and cover your eyes you suffer to prove your devotion. "I can't take this, Mama! Why is it fair that we are born unholy when I've done nothing wrong?" Do not fight what you can't comprehend. Wrapped in the bandages of the Father they tear at the spaces between Only to be taped shut by holy men and tied up on a broken tree. In towns upon towns, in countries far and wide these differences destroy us! "Mama, I don't know what to see!" Dear child, there's nothing to be seen. A home of idealism in grace alone is divided where it stands If only one board breaks, the structure of lies starts to bend. Child, oh child! Fear not what you are told! The necklace of malice upon your neck, shamed with the beads of servitude, is not the truth at all.

GenesisJames

GenesisJames

 

Lyrics - Out of the Hole (While Digging Another)

Another new song. Enjoy. Out of the Hole (While Digging Another) There's no more hope in the light of the world I've sat here long enough with this warm feeling I've no more wonders in the life of the mold This chair is collecting shreds of whatever I fear You're the main goal of the stock market machine but I can't pay for you anymore I don't control the spirit of the dreams I create Just images of you on all of the screens Chorus: I've done enough to convince myself It's not always about who you're with I don't care what you've done with the shelf Just know that I can't keep up with this myth I've been here long enough to understand What I'm feeling prevents my life to be worth living But now I realize what the signals all mean I'll swim in the future controlling my fear The coffee shop holds the service of all rewards Having nothing yet the will to go on I'm not sure if this will make sense to you Even to me it feels too ambiguous to decipher (Chorus) And the lights are gone Blown the winds to the circuitry Erase traces of my life drawn Remove worries from certainty In time I will win In time I will win But I still can't reach you But I still can't reach you Who knows if I will? If I even wanted to? (Chorus) Who knows if I will? If I even wanted to?

GenesisJames

GenesisJames

 

Lyrics - Void

New Lyrics. Enjoy. Void A lonely desert of false hopes embroided along the walls of a second wave Dancing along the spiral tower tropes Sewn among a monetary cave The melting lover of our dreams Unreal expectations of our fantasy gleams Looked down upon the moon on stilts encompassing brick guards of worded hilts Chorus: Sedimentary seclusion of a wayward mind Kin of our own we set sail to find looking beyond the wreckage of what we've done Fields of eyes above, judging what we've become Protruding from a shell of gold Matching up to what we've been told Silent thoughts of leather dreams Crashing sound emanating from darker teams You know they're not there, waiting Construed from the brain, fighting the sun He's not able to keep singing She's not always able to run (Chorus)

GenesisJames

GenesisJames

 

Lyrics - Globehead

New lyrics. Enjoy. Globehead All has changed In an empty space A dim, dark glow The peculiar show In the wall of no escape The villain hides in front of your eyes Chorus: A dark corridor where you can't hear much more The far recesses of your mind where they occupy the score In a room abandoned café They remove whatever they don't want you to say ------------------------------------ Your parents hide picturesque eyes In a globehead center of the universe they tread When I'm with you I see what you've been through It makes me witness what my actions have to do (Chorus) x2: Friends and family are the cruelest enemies (Chorus)

GenesisJames

GenesisJames

 

Lyrics - Another Walk

New lyrics. Enjoy. Another Walk For one last night I was hoping that you would finally be sure You're always so Indecisive and can say nothing more So let me take you another time Blank faces when we were in our prime Chorus: Moral airwaves and vibrations glowing lights and your temptations One more night and I cannot lie Your crystal eyes I can't deny The town that walks on the beach gives you a final reprieve My new ideas for us to try are grains we conceive So let me take you another time Blank faces when we were in our prime (Chorus) Coalition in the market On 3rd Street in the Palisades One visit to the coffee shop in it And the drizzle of golden brown accolades Walk with me Walk with me Walk with me So let me take you another time Blank faces when we were in our prime (Chorus)

GenesisJames

GenesisJames

 

Lyrics - Down At The Coffee Shop

New lyrics! Most of the following are going to be a sort-of different style; gonna be more lighthearted, I suppose. Enjoy! Down At The Coffee Shop In a world where there is no one like you A wonder in a space untrue Culture in a plaza unlike anything over the counter alike Chorus: Meeting at a haven of people under everything we know While they order at the corner time stops and I freeze for a few ------------------------------- As I was sitting they were speaking for a time unsure Settle down now open some print calm yourself Life's not that bad No elevated plot (Chorus) Breath of atmosphere There's nothing to fear A spoken word It's the time to be absurd A way to escape the modern world's insidious shape (Chorus) Stay as long as you want to I will be here beside you Forget the world Let them create a special brew To restore you anew

GenesisJames

GenesisJames

 

Lyrics - Everybody Changes (Including Me)

New lyrics. Enjoy. Everybody Changes (Including Me) If this is what has become of me A line of sight against the end A transition holding me up, out to sea Pins of regret, you can't comprehend Chorus: Everybody changes, including me It may not be what you want But it's a burden I carry You live for me when I can't And now I'll take it further We all take a stance If you can't connect The world still rests New methods I dissect Camouflaging origins of dialect (Chorus) I'll still remain true to you But it's your choice to follow through...

GenesisJames

GenesisJames

 

Lyrics - It Goes Both Ways

I lied; that one wasn't my last one. Gotta keep the creative juices flowing. Enjoy some new lyrics. It Goes Both Ways There's always a reason For us to act this way Always a trial To put forth words to lay Always saying to do what I'm told No identity for the woman when your desire's gone cold I need not an answer for your act of rage For when you strike me it'll go away with age It's always the man Chorus: I don't care what you tell me Or what you have to show I know what you do And how far you'll ever go You may say that It all falls on me But you know what they'll think If it comes to tragedy 'cause they'll believe me ----------------------------------- You always have fun when I have to work No grueling hours after dark you lurk You never listen I just want to be heard Your false accusations Can't be more absurd It's always the woman (Chorus) You're a droplet on the beer can in the sun Do you realize that my work is never done? I get my way because you always make it so You're too easy; you're always kept in tow I cannot stand it when you always blame me A wingless insect caught up in the sea I cannot cope with constant arguing No hesitation when you take it to the nth degree If you'd only give a damn (Chorus) (Chorus) It's always the man It's always the woman It's always the man It's always the woman If you'd only give a damn

GenesisJames

GenesisJames

 

Lyrics - Concentrated Noise

Some more lyrics. This will probably be my last for a while; this might be one of my favorites, and one of the ones that I relate to the most. Enjoy. Concentrated Noise I can see With rolling eyes of green A window landscape Of what we cannot be A world born anew As if this could be true Where we own The Earth and power we pursue In your society You float in-between The article of lights And teach you to be mean They walk on carpets of red And then the media’s dead Howling at their lives With the useless attention they embed A line is never drawn Despite the lives long gone They fix their gaze The haze of the faux strong And to those that don’t care About the rulings that ensnare You will be cast out The glass cause that you impair… And for the media that roar And the silence that you implore Lights on the skyline Across the world Draining our youth The venom of the serpent’s tooth These celebrities gone wild Follow the same old style Meteors rush out of their eyes Along the sea Crushing smaller beings Asking for less important things You think that we care But the truth is I can’t bear This agonizing contraption Among the crowd Stalking legally Pouncing on the next “story”… And all of the shows on TV Are the spines of discrepancy Your report on the new scene Cannot win Your mind is thin And you suffer to all your kin This concentrated noise Explodes integrity without poise The golden rule destroys Your life You deserve this strife Hatred for you is rife I can’t believe it The news will recommit The world will acquit The silver tongues are reversed Your lie always hurts I can’t hear the fatal outburst Whatever way you need For disruption of privacy You will heed Our call Watch as you fall Reduced to nothing at all With fields of my own doubts Your influential bouts Will not wither our sprouts Marble within Your accusations therein Mean nothing on my skin Hear your own Concentrated noise…

GenesisJames

GenesisJames

 

Lyrics - Inside A Mind

Some new lyrics. Enjoy. Inside A Mind Time’s an illusion And I don’t wanna know All the things we’ve been Aren’t moving at all Go forge on You’ve done it before With the sun on the wall And the moon on the floor Chorus: In my presence I want to know, want to know Keep me in your mind Your caricature and how far you’ll go In my presence I want to know, want to know How to still these thoughts How to take it all slow ------------------------------------------- In my confusion And I don’t wanna know Cold sweat diffusion What can I do to not make it so? Flesh and blood in your eyes But the weapon’s silent Feast on the divine My fear’s ultraviolet (Chorus) It’s too hot to wear what I need Pulses and signals are all I can see Disperse all thoughts across headstones Too much fear rests in my bones But this won’t last I will leave you in the past (Chorus)

GenesisJames

GenesisJames

 

Lyrics - Splitting Paths

A new song, also about something that I've been going through recently. Splitting Paths It's hard to let it out It's always hard to change your route It's hard to let it out It's always hard to change your route I really don't know how to tell you this I can't even write it down for emphasis I really don't know how to tell you this I can't even write it down for emphasis It's hard to let it out It's always hard to change your route It's hard to let it out It's always hard to change your route The choice of complexity Feelings for you increase exponentially As if I could decide between anything This situation to you I couldn't bear to bring One's a mystery infatuating The other that I know I could tell you everything Last judgement Final verdict Concluding deferment I wish it was different It's hard to let it out It's always hard to change your route I really don't know how to tell you this I can't even write it down for emphasis

GenesisJames

GenesisJames

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