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Just a bunch of random stuff. I have no idea why I even made this, to be honest.

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Lyrics - Paper Alcohol

New lyrics. Enjoy.


Paper Alcohol


I don't bow to hurricanes

When the need strikes,

you gotta take the reins

Soak up the poison, choking me

make me do things you wouldn't believe


Impulse or reason,

Moderation or greed

Believe in the sickness

Believe in me




Unable to be cured

Leave us to die

At the whim of the absurd


Rebounding coil

Incentivize the pured

Leave the young to cry

From the pike of the torturer


I can see it now

We're the ones left behind

A touch of the mortal

Cut even shorter from those unkind


I can feel it now

An obsession man-made

The caress of the bank

makes the world afraid




We are animals


The chain has been linked


We are animals


Spinal tensions, we blinked


Lyrics - The Pedestal

Some new lyrics. Enjoy.


The Pedestal



to the burning stage

Fading in the envy

of men from every age


From the canvas to the warfield

the body to the mind

Epilogue to the destruction

The theory we seek to find



Tell me again, what you do

Laughter falls from the flares to you

Exile the happenstance

There's more to you than first glance

You are not above, you've sunk too low


Glazed disciples from the marble blue

courting the jester trapped inside

Through the rapids when you collide

The carcass expenditure you can't renew


Void is clean, imagery

The golden mean is obligatory

Repeals success in its story

Cracked view in synergy





It shifts



It shifts



It shifts



It shifts


From the same level, we rose up

From the same we return again

From the ones that you back up

From the same you fall then




Stone shatters with the membrane

A virus will tear through the walls

The podium you call from a vein

will be permeated by voices in the halls


It shifts

It shifts

It shifts




It shifts

It shifts

It shifts


Lyrics - Vision

The start of a new collection of lyrics. Enjoy.




The wanderer

once told me how to live


The stone strives

for learning to forgive



only pulls so far

and the essence

grabs the remnants of the star


The heart pulsates

until it hatches

And we're free

then come the relapses



But now,

the beam supports you

The darkness ahead,

hidden temporarily from view

Illuminate the path



The plastic coils

spherize solitude

Impulsion transcends

your charismatic magnitude


Orphan at last

understand that you don't

understand yourself

understand yourself




The columns are shaking

and we all reside within

The solar flare in you

shows that you won't give in


Through flesh

or vibrations

oiled images

or constellations

The trenches within

we are in




Lyrics - Ghost Dance

The last song from my fictional album Liquid Mirror. I had a lot to say on this one, apparently. Enjoy.


Ghost Dance


The sun has my fever

carried in the open air

The dead slumber

empty in icons without care


My people return

with fire from the waves

The blades of our fields

sheathed, nothingness saves



Open in

clean and no regret

We are eternal


We resist

We remiss

We die

Our atoms dissipate

in our flash of light


Wounded and afraid

Invasions by the wayside

and I feel

the death of my pride


In the sunburst

all comes to an end, then

the dark comes

never to rise again




And that's fine

We run to no avail

when we fear growing frail


Our last wish

but we emptied our dish


And that's fine


How we beg for another chance

The final movements in our Ghost Dance


They never come back again

Press on and forget what happened then




I feel alive

Bathed in your light

Puzzles in the hive



You will not control

The elements always lie


Worthless words

We all unify

then split into thirds




Forced against the odds

and the core of the world

Recoil into the bunker

and destroy the radiance whirled


Take control of your evil

and open the beginning

I am finally here

The hostiles are not winning


Before time runs out

Seize the memory

The fragments of the truth

are my infidelity


How heartless

When my life disappears

The boat of the night

comes when I'm drowning in my fears




I couldn't die

no matter, how I wanted to


I couldn't try

no matter, how I had to


Left alone

alone in my mind


Left at home

home I couldn't find


It's inconsequential

It's inconsequential

It's inconsequential


I'm alive

I will die


My life arrives

riding on gamma waves


I'm alive

I will die


We recede

inside obscurity


I'm alive

I will die


No set purpose

but that's up to me




We dissipate

in a flash of light


Lyrics - Belonging

New lyrics. Enjoy.




The air is following the fumes

of the pillars and mundane light

Where is the energy stored

when we choose not to fight?


It's tireless suffocation

gathering dust in my mind

Leading to the catastrophe

upheld by the blind



But I

I can't fade

and the molecules we share

remain the same


But I

don't feel as strange

and the bonds that we take

remain the same


Though the outside is deserted

it is home just the same

Through your contact

the anticipation is just a game


Introduced to the sound

and the bombs that drown

The tempest now knows

how to collude with what I've found




To those that feel it, too

Amused with the decrepit askew

Those with dry hands

cup the rain and take it from you


To those that see it through

and stand by me though you knew

The waltz we dance

is like the tidal of what is true


And you,

you'll never fade

With your magnitude of grace

The atomic legacies I won't erase




The melodies gathered beneath

feed the recesses by the fire

From the depths of the abyss

and the breath of every last desire


If I never fully heal

it has consumed me long enough

Finally belonging in the brine

has forced foundation to my bluff


And you,

I love you just the same

However guarded my forces feel

can't stop the heart I can't conceal




And I,

I have changed


And you,

you have changed


But the fusions of us all

leave no one left to feel estranged


Lyrics - Atom Bomb Tears

New lyrics. Enjoy.


Atom Bomb Tears


Curtain call, roll call, enter

the seasons morphing through

the fall of Morpheus in distress

Undress the motors through inherent

void quarters with no value and the

nickel baptized in reclusive magnitude





Atom bomb tears



Reinforced fears

Atom-induced darkness

The fog now clears


One rogue, one laser beam

dances through globes of ultralight steam

One skull clown car, one by one

emerges from afar in the glass of the gun

Bullet of two in jet-lag vew

Confusion in the blush of the lavender brush




Toddler with a turnpike point collapsed

in the axe of a heated joint amassed

Cabin fever from the opulent screens

Never knew it from the dried fields of green

Alkaline fever in the crass collection of

heathens in the history of 1000 reasons


Re-re-record scratch

Half mast

Run to the next sinking iceberg last


Re-re-record scratch


Run to the graphic expansive class




Beating of a drum of life causes a

life of strife, portrait of enigmatic

emblems and the sponge on top

The world is evil but who says so?

The roots of the labor seed the fruit

of the lust in fuss of the cusp, go!


Ro-ro-robotic scene

Natural gleam

Ethereal queen


Ro-ro-robotic scene

Apocalyptic dream

Clear and serene


(Chorus x2)


The fog now clears

The fog now clears




Lyrics - Reach Into The Moon

New lyrics. Enjoy.


Reach Into The Moon


What if I run now?

Will I ever be okay?

Do I deserve you?

Do I deserve anyone today?


Sometimes visions are all I see

nothing is ever real

The distance seems too far

for me to ever feel



Reach into the moon

That is where I reside

A counter to everything we see

That is where I hide


If you see the moon

hanging from the line

Fear me, for I have

fallen from the divine


Why do you stay by me?

When I never get things done?

What is the path of

stars when the lights run?


I always say what I mean

to better my own view

Driving away the remnants

of my chosen few




Living in air pockets

away from the fear

Giving into the torment

of relapsing when I'm so near



Roaming among coasts unclear


Do you hear the bells now?

They've only come for me

I'm the leader of the sinners

but it's what sets me free




I'm positively negative

and I remain unchanged

Realism tires out

the unholy and the strange



Seeping into the void


Riddles only confuse

when science is my point-of-view

There's no reason for this feeling

but it ends when I think of you


Orbiting out of skew

into what is true




Into what is true


Lyrics - This Rosemary Sky

New lyrics. Enjoy.


This Rosemary Sky


As the sun shines over the hills

and the dawn is pierced

by the bolt of the damned


The wind caresses my skin

with the needle in your life

calling you in on the knife


Tread not the path of hate

The boat set sail

to tear down the veil



This rosemary sky

once brought a tear to my eye

When I pulled away

from all my darkened days

and took grip of the blood

and rose above the flood


The image is always unclear

but open your eyes

stop living out of fear


The baggage weighing you down

Unpack your mind

and face what you find


Fuck the rest; start living for you

Walk with respect but

don't cloud your view




Sometimes there's no sympathy;

only eyes filled with apathy

I forgot most of them

but abandoned that problem

The poison choking me

died in rosemary


What a beautiful day

even when you're not okay

but will get there some way


Lyrics - Sirens

New lyrics. Enjoy.




I entertain the thought of you

won't you listen to me?


I never knew just who I was

until I wished I could see


I tie you up and you lie me down

in this cosmic debris


I want to hear your call

won't you sing to me?



Oh, I know just what I need

you're a siren, make me bleed

I'll share my treasure and the peak

of the night and sinner's entropy


If the Devil's real,

he'll be answering to me


The shadow of the snow

melts under my feet


The call of the wild is

made unknowingly


I wanna hear your call

won't you sing to me?




Now, I have figured out my path

A statue of the aftermath

Locked in the public, I have the key

This is only between you and me

Reject the holy prison

restore red velvet supervision


I wanna hear your call

won't you set me free?




Lyrics - Earthly Contraptions

New lyrics. Enjoy.


Earthly Contraptions


Once more feathers fall

as you wake again, another bore

Time and time again

moving nowhere and attempting to change score


Will someone hold you now?

Will you make it somehow?



We are holy

We are unholy

We are unholy in our flaws


And I'm nervous

And I'm anxious

And I'm anxious for the end


But how bad can it be?

How clearly can you see?


This time, more than before

Settle the tides

Control your life

See how your ego hides


Will your life end in a lie?

Will you die to live or live to die?




I an holy

I am anxious

I am content in my flaws


I understand

It's too tempting to hide behind a screen

when we all live

in a run-down submarine


Regurgitating the past,

with songs and ideas that rule

I appreciate you but

I won't be taken for a fool


With our open world

Earthly contraptions break us down

But we need them and feed them

and rectify the stolen crown


Will you meet me there?

Will you treat me fair?




I am gracious

I am ruleless


I am faintness

We are greatness


We are absorbent to all harm

We are greatness

We are stateless


We are earthly contraptions in full form




Lyrics - Liquid Mirror

The title track for my little fictional album. Enjoy.


Liquid Mirror


One day you're humming to the sound

from an evil violin

then the next you're suppressing

all the demons from within


Candy from Berretta's

with barrels locked and loaded

intimate with the bodies, all

full and young and bloated



Remedy my magnificent

innocent lies

Pour the angel from its womb

and into its demise


Looking inward toward my

symphonic cries

Collision in the open wound

ruminating as it dies


Throwing stones in the beaker that

forms a single file line

Exterior voices morph my presence

and convince me that I'm fine


It's a drugstore nation and

an alien teardrop

When the rope calls your name

everybody does the flop




Mental monster nesting in the corner

an ill-advised disguise

Waiting for the clock to strike

and the savior not to rise


Drying in the sun as it comes and

rapes the fertile land

Crying for the silent releases

from my own hand


Dreams of alcohol in a car crash

high-end brands to decay

Green men running to diamond summoning

Caskets brought to lay




Into its demise, ruminating as it dies




Lyrics - Dahlia Venom

New lyrics. Enjoy.


Dahlia Venom


It's in the emptiness

of the words I'm told

It lies in the wretchedness

that comes in the cold

The hate that dissolves

The mercury that evolves

Oh Dahlia



Your venom, it remains

like the fire in my veins

I trusted you before

but now you're gutted and abhorred


Oh, the things that I adored

and the thorns that I absorbed

Sometimes you must cut through the stem

to be free once again


That time we danced under the sun

of the knives you've planted

there's no more chances to run

your reprieve is never granted

The misery you've drawn

and happiness long gone

Oh Dahlia




When we drift between reality

and the garden of death

The seeds in my mind

you use to control my breath


When will you whither away?

When will you just die?

When will your parasitic ways end?

The fruit is your lie




Oh my Dahlia

Does it feel familiar?

It's universal

Oh my Dahlia


Lyrics - The Magic Of The Automaton

New lyrics. Enjoy.


The Magic Of The Automaton


Here I come


Once was lost

Set me free



Kingdom sun



Every time

I tell myself

Put one up

on the shelf


Corrosion in






With every light

that guides my hand

Grind me down

into sand

Charging seas

and brittle air

I beg to you

but you don't care


Even back...

way back then

I could feel



It can't be stopped

with simple force

The damage is done

taken its course


Corrosion in







And isolation

in the confusion

The power of


You can run

but you can't hide

You can't kill

what's deep inside


It's a murder

if I say it so

It's a murmur

now watch it grow

How will you win?

The demon is vapor

Will it take you?

Your will is paper


Corrosion in







See it through

hold it down

Evil nature

Abnormal behavior



Your frustration

No correlation


Corrosion in







Lyrics - Warped Perspective

New lyrics. Enjoy.


Warped Perspective



What is your antimatter?

What is your truth?



Warped is your shatter

Warped is your youth



And the foil

to your recoil

We are connected

We are subjected


Nothing really matters

unless it does to you

Infinity does expire

and life begins anew


Young man

What is your view?

What is your goal?


Young woman

What is your ideal?

What is your soul?




Our warped perspective

it's unnecessary

The turmoil we feel

is so ordinary

One of a kind

when we are not unique

The subject in you

when we critique


One in your mind

we save our importance

Under the line

we're so unimportant




All of your worries

will fade in the light

Whatever you feel

the future is bright


All will encompass

just like your fear to you

There's a mirror to be

just like the mark in view




We are connected

We are subjected

We all remiss

We all exist


We simply remiss

We simply exist



Lyrics - Eyes of Rotation

The first of a new set of lyrics I've been writing, for a fictional little album I call Liquid Mirror. Enjoy.


Eyes of Rotation


It's all in the music

but the notes are to blame

We all want it deeper

until it's in our name


It's the force of reason

that starts our quest today

Through the power of doom,

our thoughts we obey


We all want it deeper

until it's in our name


If these are the cards,

then deal me again.

I won't fold in your presence

but I'll hold out my arms.


I've come to feel the rift

in what worried me then

Sitting in the coffee shop

wondering if I'll end


We all want it deeper

until it's in our name


These picturesque rhythms

arrive up in flames

The oil for the models

are used to play different games.

There's no use in hiding

against the ones that disturb

When I rise and remove masks,

I'm kicked to the curb.


We all want it deeper

until it's in our name.


Loss is the nature

and face to be played

I've learned to live, while

I've lost those who prayed.


It's darker today

but it's now my design

There is hope in the madness

and now it's my time


We all want it deeper

until it's in our name


Lyrics - Image Eraser

Last song from this little fictional album. Samples "It's Now or Never" by Elvis Presley and the Philharmonic Orchestra for music and part of the lyrics.


Image Eraser


It's time to break free

Hold me in a dream

Enter the screen

and pull me away

From the static

to the interference

It's time to break free

from the gleam


Into the emptiness

and away from life

I see you there

waiting for me

Is this a program?

Is this a trick?

All I know

is that I live on the knife


It's time to break free

from the falsehoods

Come see this through

and watch into the night

Your eyes know

all the ruin that appears

It's time to break free

and save our livelihoods



It's now or never

Come hold me tight

Kiss me, my darling

Be mine tonight

Tomorrow will be too late

It's now or never

My love won't wait


This digital age

has ups and downs

but we'll be alright

in the rain and shine

But we'll be alright



It's now or never

and it's time to break free


Lyrics - Loaded Landline

New lyrics. Enjoy.


Loaded Landline


It's all an illusion

the hole in the sky

the glimmer in our eye

A forceful retribution


It's all in our mind

that corroded everyone

the faint glow of the sun

the noise of our kind


Talking on this loaded landline


At our place in time

a cold feel mime


All of the lives we trade

for lies that degrade


Listening for hours

but speaking for years


Talking on this loaded landline


Lyrics - We All Live On Channel Z

New lyrics, partly inspired by The B-52's. Enjoy.


We All Live On Channel Z


(sampled from The B-52's "Channel Z")

Getting nothing but static

Getting nothing but static

Static in my attic from Channel Z


Getting nothing but static

Getting nothing but static

Static in my attic from Channel Z


It's time to resist

in fires we remiss

Holding onto the ashes

of the bodies we have burned


It's in the air that you breathe

It's in the mouths that you feed

Pay for the service

you could only believe



Won't have me dying for greed

or the moments I receive

Transversal in the afterglow

You all already know

We all live on Channel Z


But now I'm...


(B-52's sample)


Open up the radio

and let the rhythms flow

Sleeping in the cold of

the starless night


In the comets that remain

streaming errors that have slain

Rumble in the foundry now

and the citadel around




Televised wars

Terrorized Scores

Uphold the law

or tell it to me raw


This is how it always was!

The answer is "because"!

All we fail to achieve

was broadcasted on Channel Z


Where we're...


(B-52's sample)


(Chorus x2)



Lyrics - Televised Authority

New lyrics. Enjoy.


Televised Authority


You've wired up the engines

and are forced into the wind

Above the heads of drones

you fly as the sun is now dimmed


Forced into the wind

The sun is now dimmed


Televised in the aperture

of the wrecking ball

Politicians embrace the screen

with pride before the fall


Of the wrecking ball

With pride before the fall



In time and time again,

I cannot feel the wings

The sinkhole in the night

consumes what the morning brings


Authority continues with

every channel changed

Remotely controlled like

rockets that are ranged


We crown the heads with thorns

like they were sorts of kings

With a coat of fire,

you bow down and kiss their rings


They were sorts of kings

Bow down and kiss their rings


The static of the air

screams like echoed cries

The audience applauds

as the Earth shrivels and dies


Screams like echoed cries

The Earth shrivels and dies




We could all fight as one

but there's always a shout

The animals embraced in duel

while the sun is soon snuffed out




Lyrics - Public Demand

New lyrics. Enjoy.


Public Demand


I've got a feeling

but I cannot feel

I've got an inkling

but I've got no quill


You should retire

You're now expired

You're not the focus

That's why you're wired



Just keep it up!

Firing rate gone into the morning

When you get smoked up

there is no warning

Just give in!


With these opinions

and moves like gremlins

Eat out the sun

Race on, you stallions!


In 15 years you're finally gone

if even that long, Mr. Corporate Minion


(Chorus x2)


Lyrics - On Your Warning, My Dear

New lyrics. Enjoy. Samples music from "Bang" by Anitta.


On Your Warning, My Dear


You got me on an island

defiantly moving to the groove

You saw me at the pretense

to defend words you use to sooth


You take it to the crosshair

where the beats are just an interlude

You seek me for what I am

understand that's not true attitude



It's an affliction

It's and addiction

One that crushes

the body and the soul


On your warning, my dear

I'll reclaim all that you smear

No more living out of fear


It's a form of silence

Crying won't make it go away

It's a form of violence

A synergy where I never have a say


Running to the track line

Collapsing lung in the blatant

lies as you bury the media; fine,

kill me; just be swift and potent




On your warning

On your warning, my dear


On your warning

On your warning, my dear


Your control is a vice

Perhaps they won't believe me

Your numbing ways are the price

I wasn't paying for at all




Lyrics - Chaintronica

New lyrics. Enjoy.





Holding on for the riots to come

Holding on for the riots to come

Holding on for the riots to come

The destruction of all that you love


Set the scene

Migrants on the screen

Oppression in full force?

Dilapidated modern discourse


Open your eyes

You're permeating what you hate

Of all the lies

You spit damage upon their gate




Frustration running high

when it is normal to defy

Punk and justice are too mainstream


The "heroes" are bigoted

Oh, pray for the intrepid

You destroy your own


(Chorus x2)


Illustrate demands

of social contrabands


You say that you're the light

but then you take delight


in the suffering


of those who don't agree with you.




Lyrics - Warm Body Sitcom

New lyrics. Enjoy.


Warm Body Sitcom


Have you ever had an infernal romance?

Incidents that just never go your way?

Nights spent calculating every mistake

that anybody could have ever made?


It's a rhythm that you cannot get away from

no matter how hard you try

A random chance is all you need

but you're still never asking "why?"



The hero you'll never be

the answer you'll never see

I can't get it through

But my fire will never disappear

from under you


It's unforgotten burden on your mind

and it will not let you escape

Whatever bleeds stems from memories

that have some sort of dormant shape




The heat always tears through the new


Lyrics - Reflection in the Screen

New lyrics. Enjoy.


Reflection in the Screen


Each day it gets harder to see

The pixels in the foreground

always seem to strangle me


Try to cling to a murdering spree

Hope is always abandoned

when you watch shows on TV


It always roots to the growing tree

Intertwine the wires in your head

while you sit there absent-mindedly


It takes a habit to understand my glee

but no matter what you can say

there's really no changing me


Watch reflections on the screen, to be

Impossible to comprehend

origins of this damning decree


In the sunlit days we take for free

take an LED to the retina

and make believe you can still see


There will soon come a day

when we can't walk alone

Where the particles filter away

and we never leave our homes


Inject the next trend you need

Color your face with a rotten soul

I know what's left is all that will bleed

but after all, this was your goal


Lyrics - Laser Tripwire

New lyrics. Enjoy.


Laser Tripwire


The phone rings on

an iridescent day

Moving to the current,

your body starts to sway


Trembling at the thought

of who it may be

the one you loathe or lost

or who you can't see



It's a mark of hope

but never comes your way

As you step around what

you always try to say


The laser tripwire

spears the bond away


Infrared denial when

you never get the call

They said they'll let you know

when they arrive in the fall


That was weeks ago,

you know the wretched news

The somber realization

as you never touch the pews




The room is empty as

you visit for the last time

The picture of you two

is the only restless chime


Crystals fall from the lens

but no apparition appears

There's no use in waiting

for any more years.