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confined to my nightmares (copyright 24/11/12) copyright of jacqui

the maddness sets in

you cant fix me

you cant fight it

this dream of what used to be

its scared my soul away

the scars on my heart

are all that remain

are you seeing this

is there light shining in

or can you see in the dark

the peices of me that

lie scattered on the floor

coz i feel like im still

hidden in the dark

pain is my constant compainion

the cold thats creeping in

slowly fading into the night

and drinking in saddness

so slowly i drown

in these old memories


a life of my own thats taken for granted

and haunting me when i sleep

voices in my head killing memories that i keep


surronded by walls with no windows

ive got no way to escape

confined to living a nightmare

from fear in the memories i keep

(i own all copy rights to this and all realted documents any use of this must first be aprovved of the copyright holder to prevent leagal action)



vid.gif FAKE FRiENDS: Never ask for food.

REAl FRiENDS: are the reason you have no food.

FAKE FRiENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs

REAl FRiENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM

FAKE FRiENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.

REAl FRiENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!"

FAKE FRiENDS: never seen you cry.

REAl FRiENDS: cry with you

FAKE FRiENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.

REAl FRiENDS: keep your shit so long they forget its yours.

FAKE FRiENDS: know a few things about you.

REAl FRiENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you.

FAKE FRiENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.

REAl FRiENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you.

FAKE FRiENDS: Would knock on your front door.

REAl FRiENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!"

FAKE FRiENDS: Are for awhile.

REAl FRiENDS: Are for life.

FAKE FRiENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough.

REAl FRiENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "Bitch drink the rest of that you know we don't waste shit."

FAKE FRiENDS: will talk shit to the person who talks shit about you.

REAl FRiENDS: Will knock them the fuck out

FAKE FRIENDS: Will read this.

REAL FRIENDS: Will steal this, just like i did eico_smile2.gif


random stuff

i may not be rich, the most popular person,have the coolest toys and gadgets, i havent been overseas but these are the things i do have 2 parents who love me till the end of time and will help me when i need it any way they can or talk to me and hug me if they cant. the best sister in the world who can be anoying but she always loves me and makes me laugh wen i need it, hugs me for no reason at all.. because shes my sister and always their to talk to. the best bf in the world who loves me like im the only one in the world for him hes funny smart loving strong kind sexy caring and honest. the bestest best friend in the world that has been though hell and back with me and still sicks by my side forever the best sister/friends a girl could ask for always there for me like my real sister is or when shes too far away to be there. i have a great job i enjoy doing. im super creative so i can always find something to do. i have faith in those around me and tomoro will be better. these things may not be money or popularity but they make me who i am and give me more love and support that money could buy so dont feel sorry for me feel sorry for the rich people who dont know what true love and support is coz everything in there world they own because of money and/or greed


twisted lies of love (re write of a poem i wrote in 2004 into a song)

In twisted fate and loves last breath

Lost in enchantment and with fading faith

To fly on the broken wings of a haunted angel

And fall from grace into the darkness

Forever in the corner in my head

Scarred from monsters of the dead

Trying to live when your dying instead

The fire that burns me the only passion i feel

Ive been so lost for so long its all that is real

The ghost of your voiceis my only only friend

Breathless and hauntedawake in shadows again

Forever in the corner in my head

Scarred from monsters of the dead

Trying to live when your dying instead

you tricked me to love you and thats how it ends

troubled and torn you cant lie to me again

Forever in the corner in my head

Scarred from monsters of the dead

Trying to live when your dying instead

originally copyrighted sep 2004 new copyright janurary 2012 copyright owner jacqui lewin


these thoughts in my head

these thoughts in my head ....reminding me the world is dead

and yet the war goes on ...the fight for freedom gone

in this solitary confindment ...the four corners of my mind

the ghost of you ...it follows me

haunting memories of another time... my only comfort now that your gone....................

copyright jacqui lewin 2012

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