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Lone here with your late stats post for the month of March. The end of March/beginning of April marks the end of the first leg of the North American tour but they will be back at the end of summer! For you new folks who went to a show, go on over and say hi in the show threads. We had an increase of total visitors (+31%), total posts (+2%), and total reputation given (+1%). We'd like to welcome @Paola17 to the top five active members of the month, joined by four others who made an appearance the last month. That's it for now. Toodle-loo!
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Hey, everyone. Just wanted to provide those of you who were reaching out to me and my family an update on my dad's health.
We learned today that he does in fact have cancer again even after being labeled "cured". Where the cancer is in we don't know yet until a PET scan is done sometime here soon (date TBA).
The hope is that this cancer is just at his one lymph node and they can remove it surgically. The surgery will be done at the Cleveland Clinic where both my sister and brother-in-law work, so we're feeling confident about the surgery being done there.
Family mood is decent. We're staying hopeful and positive. What we're banking on is that the cancer hasn't spread anywhere else, the surgery will be a success and then he can start recovering.
Thanks everyone for your thoughts, prayers, concerns, etc. It means and a lot and has helped me personally feel better. My dad says he wants a joint right now Told him he needs to come see Green Day again in August and we can take care of that
-Rage and Love-
Perhaps this is a dorky request, but I figure since we're all music enthusiasts here, why not?
The composer of the first three Tomb Raider games is hosting a Kickstarter project to revamp the soundtrack with a full orchestra, to be recorded at Abbey Road studios in London. I wrote up a summary regarding the project over on the Tomb Raider Deviantart page I admin if anyone's interested in more details: http://tombraiders.deviantart.com/journal/The-Tomb-Raider-Suite-News-686956563
Here's the direct Kickstarter link: https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/1636910846/the-tomb-raider-suite/description
We're almost there! If anyone would like to back the project, there's some epic goodies up for grabs when you participate including signed posters, shirts and more!
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New lyrics. Enjoy.
Once more feathers fall
as you wake again, another bore
Time and time again
moving nowhere and attempting to change score
Will someone hold you now?
Will you make it somehow?
We are holy
We are unholy
We are unholy in our flaws
And I'm nervous
And I'm anxious
And I'm anxious for the end
But how bad can it be?
How clearly can you see?
This time, more than before
Settle the tides
Control your life
See how your ego hides
Will your life end in a lie?
Will you die to live or live to die?
I an holy
I am anxious
I am content in my flaws
It's too tempting to hide behind a screen
when we all live
in a run-down submarine
Regurgitating the past,
with songs and ideas that rule
I appreciate you but
I won't be taken for a fool
With our open world
Earthly contraptions break us down
But we need them and feed them
and rectify the stolen crown
Will you meet me there?
Will you treat me fair?
I am gracious
I am ruleless
I am faintness
We are greatness
We are absorbent to all harm
We are greatness
We are stateless
We are earthly contraptions in full form
So I don't post songs on here much, obviously. I write a lot more than what I actually post on here. Right now since the last one i posted I've had about 5 songs written at least somewhat. I also had songs done long before that. I'm planning on releasing maybe 3 of these songs, but definitely 2 of them. The others I either don't like, can't finish the lyrics, or can't finish the music. I'll put the lyrics to the songs I probably won't record here and give the background for each
The first one I got an idea for back in May where I came up with a guitar intro. I came up with a chorus but never had any ideas for it until June when my two best friends ditched me and I ended up miserable because of it (Tired is basically the angrier version of this one). The lyrics can be found here: https://pastebin.com/cHh5B1Bu
The second song I wrote back in November. Back in October my friend informed me that they liked me. Our main friend group and some others were shipping us, but I didn't really know if I wanna do it. It gets to November and a ridiculously awkward conversation about this happened and I still didn't know if I wanted to go through with it. I guess with how this song is going it was more of a no. Well I didn't end up releasing this one because 1, I honestly don't like it that much anymore (as you can see I was struggling at that second verse). The 2nd reason? Well three days after I started this song, I ended up saying yes. So it ended up losing its relevance anyway. Lyrics for this one are here: https://pastebin.com/ahEhmJRV
Finally, this song was written in March when school was out for 4 days due to a blizzard. Before I explain what actually happened, one thing to know about me is I am not always good at dealing with serious situations. Especially if I don't understand what it's like. The best example of a situation like this would be a sick/dying relative. This situation is actually the one that comes into play for this song. Over these 4 days the person from the previous song brought up this situation. I didn't handle it remotely well, I basically ended up going into hiding after receiving the texts. The second night it came up again in a group chat and yes, I hid again. I ended up with a series of texts at like 3 AM saying I don't give a shit about their problems blah blah (For the record I do care I am just bad at showing it). I still hate myself for all of this, and this song was written saying how I'm still not that great of a person even though I've gotten better. I was planning on releasing this and actually started recording it, but I got busy and now that this song has sat around for 2 months I'm starting to notice the lyrics aren't as good as they were when I first wrote the song (I was probably just excited I was finally getting an idea for a full song). The lyrics for this one can be found here: https://pastebin.com/ci4aqGL8
That's everything for now. I want to record my three songs soon, but I might have to wait until the summer when I have more time to do it.
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Okay, so since I can't delete blog posts, I decided to just take this old one ('cuz the song this post was originally for was basically an old version of this one) and update it with this. Anyways, I think the song is pretty self-explanatory. That girl that I've been on about forever has a new boyfriend now, and this time they actually seem really happy together (unlike with her last boyfriend where they just seemed indifferent). Obviously, that's made me wonder whether I should just let her go or what, and this song reflects that.
I'm not gonna post chords for this one 'cuz I don't have them all worked out yet. I have some of it worked out, but not all of it.
I want you to be happy, but I'm still in pain
I'm sitting here alone in the pouring rain
Just trying to figure out if it was worth the wait
'Cuz now it really looks as if I was too late
I know this doesn't mean that it'll last forever
But you two really seem to be so happy together
It's gotten to a point where I don't know what to do
'Cuz if I fell in love again, well it just wouldn't be you
I still love you with all my heart
But my dreams are torn apart
I'm not sure I can let you go
You mean so much, you'll never know
I could've been with you if I wasn't so scared
That I couldn't say a word and all I did was stare
Now everything I believed just feels like one big lie
And I don't even know if I should bother to try
I still love you with all my heart
But now my dreams are torn apart
If this is what you want, then it's okay
But is there still hope of us some day?
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So I never updated this blog beyond saying that Familiar Faces was playing a huge talent showcase at House of Blues Cleveland. Well, here's what happened...
We played HOB Cleveland Live Music Showcase, judged by Kat Gaynor, formerly of Warner Reprise. It was a great set, with a lot of the music off the "upcoming" record, and a new song I'd written a week earlier for the show.
We won, beating out 9 other groups including hip-hop, rock, rap, and instrumental pieces. I was in fucking shock, believe me, but we won.
We went on to meet with Kat, got her contact info to get some advice from her on what our future should look like.
We then proceeded to slowly and quietly fall out and do absolutely nothing with the band. I wanted to write unique and creative new music that wasn't just new, but sounded different. Our drummer, Tommy, wanted to create music for an audience that already existed locally, and more-so music that he was already a fan of. That kind of music you've heard a dozen of your friends promote on Facebook that just sounds sort of - done - for lack of a better word. And I don't mean to be so harsh, if that's how I'm coming off... I don't think his new band's music sounds bad or anything, it just doesn't sound at all unique or original from my perspective.
Anyway, our fanbase grew to be pretty large and we could have done a lot with the moment we gained following the HOB show. We didn't even release the album, though. I put up over $300 of my own money toward the $650 total we owed. About $150 of it came from the band funds we'd been holding onto from ticket sales and all that. I refused to pay for any more of it though, and there was only really about $120 left, so I figured the other 3 members of the band could handle that. One of them went off to college about 300 miles away, so he was just out altogether on the whole band thing. The other two just didn't really seem too concerned with it.
So, here we are, nearly two years down the road, no album, no band. Which would feel fine if we hadn't been in the middle of what was our most active, most productive, and most popular time together. It all just kind of dropped off, and no one cared enough to pick it up. I'm to blame just as much as anyone. I began loathing band practice and the entire writing process with Familiar Faces. I didn't have the creative control I used to, and I wasn't trying to give it up. I'd write songs and suggest covers that explored areas we hadn't already been, like reworking Hound Dog into a Punk Rock cover with a new solo, or trying to make My Heart Will Go On somehow sound badass. The rest of the guys were happy to do Blink 182, Fall Out Boy, and Taking Back Sunday covers forever. Every now and then we mixed in a cover from one of the hot new up and coming indie rock bands.
But every good thing comes to an end and, if all goes well, you make something better for yourself when it's all said and through. I've never stopped writing. I don't know how to. I don't post or publish anything these days, or at least I hadn't until this past week. I'm enjoying working on my own original music, and that's all that really matters. I'll probably start a new blog here soon with some of the material I've been working on.
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Disquietude Before the Storm
Regret of the spilled words washes over in waves; choking; suffocating. The thoughts I can never retract from my pen and the unease dipping into my soul. Waiting for the other shoe to drop, for the halcyon to crash and descend into nothingness.
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This is my first blog entry here, so if you've found yourself reading this then hey! I hope you enjoy the chaos of thought this will no doubt evolve into over time
Oh yeah, there will be spoilers for the show if you're reading this btw, if you haven't already finished it.
So last week I started seeing a lot of controversy on my facebook about 13 Reasons Why. I was seeing people praise it for its brutality, but I was seeing far more people complaining that it was too much/too triggering/disrespectful to mental illness and rape victims. So I had to watch it for a number of reasons. For a start I couldn't imagine it possibly being as brutal as people were making out. Secondly, it was touching on issues like bullying, suicide and rape. I know a lot about bullying, but not much about the other two, so I figured it was kind of important to watch.
The first few episodes didn't really grab me much to be honest. I'm only saying this because I can't fully articulate my thoughts, but they felt kind of High School Musical to me. I obviously knew it was going to go to dark places, and the episodes did have dark undertones, but what I saw from those episodes seemed like a huge cliche, the whole idea of jocks and nerds etc. I don't like the setting of an American High School for some reason, and I thought some of the characters seemed like generic archetypes that would never exist. But I guess that was the genius of the show, you never know what goes on in someone else's life.
As it went on it got harder to watch. I saw the life slowly drain from Hannah over the course of the flashbacks, and I saw Clay unravel in the present through his guilt and anxiety, all while everyone else on the tapes seemed more concerned with their own reputations than the fact they collectively drove a girl to suicide. The basketball scene where Clay hallucinates Hannah's corpse in the middle of the hall stands out to me. I ended up growing to really like Hannah as a character, even though the idea of the tapes was cold and fucked up.
The last few episodes really broke me though. Watching the scene of Bryce raping Jessica was uncomfortable, and I was finally understanding that the show was as brutal as everyone had said, and was only going to get worse. Jeff's death was sad too, he was a sweet guy and didn't deserve his fate, and I felt for Clay in the flashbacks having lost who seemed to be his closest friend. Everybody deserves a Jeff. Then Clay's tape really upset me. The fact that Hannah included him in the tapes, but revealed that she didn't blame him for anything, instead telling him that he was just such a good guy that she didn't deserve because she would've fucked him up. Including him in the tapes to me means that she wanted to explain to Clay why she killed herself, maybe in the hopes of her not wanting him to blame himself. She didn't even do that for her family, and it was really poignant I guess. And Clay's reaction was heart wrenching. Following that, Tony's support for him was touching. We all deserve a Tony too. And the rape in the next episode was painful to watch. The life drains from Hannah's face as it happens. Katherine Langford did a great job as Hannah.
The finale broke me. There had been two rapes and a number of heart ripping emotional scenes, how could it get worse? It showed Hannah actually killing herself. It pulls no punches, we see her slit her wrists and bleed to death in the bath. And if that wasn't bad enough, we see her parents find her body. Nothing happens off screen. I won't lie, that was the moment I finally cried like I'd wanted to since episode 11. And then I cried some more an hour later when I'd gone to bed. Some people can maybe write the suicide scene off as fiction, but it's not. It's reality for so many people every day. When life overwhelms them, they die alone in a bathtub and in agony after cutting their wrists only to be found by a family member or friend who had no idea anything was wrong. It was so raw it really got to me thinking about the people who die like that. And I don't even know anyone who has, I can't imagine what it must be like for people who have known someone who killed themselves. It was sad letting the character of Hannah go too, like I said earlier I'd grown to like her as a character a lot. I should also say I've never been so emotionally invested in a TV show before because I finished it last night but I still feel really fucking sad and gloomy. So please recommend a more cheerful show on netflix to get my mind off this if you can.
I think I'm glad I watched it though, it fucked me up but I can't praise 13 Reasons Why enough.
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Hi all, I wrote a new article for my Her Campus page! Check it out if you'd like. http://www.hercampus.com/school/uwindsor/billie-joe-armstrong-conspiracy-theories
Nearly every day starts the same for me. I wake up late, grab a coffee while getting ready for work, then I spend a few minutes reviewing stats and metrics from across a dozen different websites. On days off like today, the only change is that I haven't showered yet. After getting my coffee and powdered donut (my biggest weakness) I went about trying to find something entertaining to watch while I tweet from my cell phone about other bands I've heard about. Then I finally decided to get of my ass and then immediately plop in front of the desk and start really promoting things. Running an ad on Facebook/Instagram, that takes a lot of work. Then I have to go see what is trending on twitter, might be able to use those. Of course I have 2 of 6 songs left to record for the album, so a quick review of those and any fresh ideas that might come from em are a must! Right now I'm working on the new intro for Opposition, I think it will be massive! It is of course a 7+ minute long song, the second one on this EP. Just can't help myself.
After losing a straight hour between submissions, media contacts, streaming, uploading, downloading, cross referencing, and just general PR shit, I think I'll take a break with some more coffee and keep watching the 13 Reasons Why show. MAybe.
On a side note, I quit nicotine on Friday morning so now I'm noticing how much more ADD I really am! It's fucking insane!
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Pandora’s nimble fingers, which opened the box
perhaps never pressed, slow, secret and soft
into another’s skin; Zeus bade her keep her desire within
and she never knew that flattened flower feeling
of burying her face in a lover’s neck, of breathing in.
From her fingers fluttered golden hope
on a moth’s powdery wings
that should dissolve in dust and smoke
if it did not, by nature, flutter behind evil things.
Bestowed upon her; all manner of gifts,
a tender heart, eager lips, cunning, wit
but denied to use them –
she can’t ever revel in the feeling of his cocooning hands
all entwined in silk, enfolding tanned waist,
the Pandora’s box of good emotions
that his interlaced fingers so easily open.
Forged out of the Earth, like her,
and with dints imprinted down his spine,
bodies intertwined, she unpeels, unlocks,
and in rush of effervescent, beautiful thoughts,
vulnerability, singular, bumbles out of the box,
gets caught in his prickly beard
that reddens her skin in glittering heat.
He nudges it out; a tesseract of feeble, scintillating doubt.
Him and his first-mortal-forged confidence
and his bare naked talk,
and how she nuzzles him when he can’t sleep.
Into artwork made
when his face laugh lines and his whole body shakes,
two halves of one whole,
both borne of Earth’s molten core,
and bestowing upon eachother all wonderful gifts,
the softest parts of themselves, vulnerability,
offered up to bite or to kiss,
“ I want you to have this.”
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Another sleepless night
Another sleepless night in pain
Another sleepless night in despair
Another day of going through the motions
Another day of loneliness
Another day of praying the pain away
Another day of the prayers going unheard
Another day of knowing how useless of a human being I've become
Another day my disease has cut me down inch by inch
Another day to dwell on how useless of an father I am
Another day of no joy of no hope no future
Another day of someone pointing and saying "oh he's lazy"
not knowing I'm not but I'm in too much of pain to do anything now
Another day of wishing for this life to end
Another day of the reclusiveness
Another day of not having friends to go eat with or talk to in a non social media platform
Another day to be ashamed
Another day to hear the dreaded phrase "it'll get better" to me Another day to repeat no it won't as my disease is forever
Another day of hoping for a day of normalcy
Another day for another sleepless night
Another sleepless night to repeat the cycle
Time: [4:42 PM]
It's Saturday and this is how I'm spending the rest of the afternoon. Coffee, laptop and blasting music. I accidentally spilled a shit ton of sugar in my coffee, but ah well.Spoiler
My playlist, if anyone is interested.
I just had something to eat, I made toast with eggs and served this with rhode island sauce and avocado.Spoiler
Throats with age road ice land sausage and Ava cadors 😍😍👌💦💦 bone app the teeth
I'm so sorry for the horrible title, but I'm very quickly running out of ideas here.
Are you wondering what this means?
Keep reading this post: you'll discover it soon.
Let's get to the point. I created a secret alphabet.
It has a particular characteristic: every symbol of the alphabet is an intersection between the capital letter and the lowercase letter.
For this reason I decided to call it "Mesoalphabet", being in the middle between the two types.
Now I'm showing you how the letter H is formed:
First, we write down a capital H turned 90° clockwise. Then we intersect it with the lowercase H. A new symbol is formed. Now, we have to delete some parts of the symbol to make it less similar to something related to the H and... Here's our new letter.
This applies to all the letters.
The complete alphabete:
If you are curious about how a letter is formed, don't be afraid to ask.
But now you have all you need, translate the sentence I posted before...
Hope you like it!
There's many ways the write about your first time seeing your favourite band live (Leeds, 05/02/17), an event I've waited for for over half my life. I chose my favourite: rambling, inconsistent poem, filled with references you may or may not get.
cover the streets
in your plastic garb
throw your blankets out
and run inside
rain for cover
like a stampede of unicorns
know your enemy
king sized hopes
and pocket sized regrets
the confetti of the crystal maze
dreams are made
as others crushed
time moves too fast
what are you waiting for?
drunk italians in the night
constant changing colours
to feel warm again
the sleep that evades us all
chasing a new high
wrapped in foil
but still alive
because you're still breathing
shake your fist at escalators
tour the world in your rucksack
live on the road
buses and trains
start another chant
we are the unreleased songs
the unplayed tunes
the stolen tapes
we are the cereal bars in the morning
the doughtnuts in the afternoon
the McDonald's in the middle of the night
we are the waiting
blue hair running up and down
mouth is dry
feet are numb
heroes thanking heroes
all we need
is love and positivity
and another encore
anyway, here's wonderwall
Okay, since @I don't care posted her beautiful lyrics in her blog, I have to hold up my end of the deal and tell you about the Twilight fanfiction me and my best friend wrote a few years ago.
A girl called Mel Ann Choly lives with her father Brock Choly in a small town called Knifes. Her mother Phyll A. Delfia remarried and lives together with the gunslinger René Gade. Mel is deep and very sad and her eyes are tragically beautiful. Whenever she's especially sad she visits the zoo to feed the penguins with Kinder Pingui. Little does she know that these penguins aren't just regular penguins - they'e werepenguins. Every day they turn into humanoids. One of them is Roman Tic, her love interest with oily, shining astral body. He lives in his compound with his parents Ben Evolent and Emme Pathy who adopted him as a wee baby penguin, his brothers Hugh Jabs, who is very strong, and Al Loan, who is a loner, and his sisters Elle Gance, who's a pretty penguin with eyelashes, and Fortuna Teller who knows exactly when the feeding times are. Mel and Roman are star crossed lovers, they simply cannot be. Because beastiality is illegal. Mel's classmate, Fred Zone, is in love with her and very jealous of her destined penguin so he and his friend Barbara "Barbie" Gal make it their mission to make Roman's life hell. Roman becomes fed up with his life and decides to end his life by stealing the infamous Emperor Penguins' (Agatha Power, Mel Efficient and Arro Gance) snacks.
That's not the complete fanfiction but a rough draft of the plot. We did this years ago and it's actually funnier than I make it sound. It got lost on someone's drive years ago and the only thing I had was the names and the .. well, rough plot. I regret telling @I don't care about it in a moment of weakness, I should have known better. Of course she would use it against me.
Fuck you Agnes.
You killed Mufasa and my street cred. RIP in peace.
No, I promise, I didn't get hacked...
I just wanted to put out a little PSA for anyone who has student debt or a mortgage and a smartphone (which, let's be real, is pretty much everyone in the U.S.) about a free app that I've been playing that awards daily cash prizes to pay student loan payments and mortgages. It's called Givling and it's picking up steam. Check out this Business Insider story. You get one free play per day, meaning you can win money every day without paying anything.
If you want to play, join using my invite code and you get a second free play on your first day: AW972977
Currently 10 people are in a funding queue to have $50,000 of their loans paid off. Once those are paid, another 10 will enter the queue, four selected randomly. Queue people can also get $25,000 toward a mortgage if they don't have any student debt. Let me know if you decide to join and what you think of it. Good luck!
Cursed be the country
standing on stolen land.
Cursed now, be that land,
built with sin and slave hands.
Cursed be the hand
of heathens who cast
a ballot in his name.
Cursed be the name
of the patriot who didn’t vote.
Cursed be the voter
who felt the choices were the same.
Cursed be the same
voter now wishing
they had not refrained.
Cursed just as slavers
before us, a congruence found
in Rome’s remains.
Cursed be our empire’s reign:
To our fated ruin
we are chained.
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In this post I just want to share my musical highlights of 2016
Song of the year: And then there was silence - Blind Guardian (A Night at the Opera, 2002). No day has passed without I listened to this masterpiece. 14 perfect minutes of music.
Album of the year: Imaginations from the other Side - Blind Guardian (1995) and Litourgyia - Batushka (2015)
Best album released this year: Winter's Gate - Insomnium
Best concert I've been to: Hans Zimmer, hands down. I still shiver every time I think about it. It was so perfect, so great and a dream coming true.
Best festival I've been to: Ragnarök Festival. It was small and cozy and cold (because it was in the beginning of april and I slept in a tent!)
New genres I discovered: Black Metal, Blackgaze, Doom Metal
New bands I discovered: Agalloch, Nargaroth, Nocte Obducta, Swallow the Sun, BATUSHKA!!
Festivals I've been to: Ragnarök Festival, SummerBreeze, Christmas Bash
Concerts I've been to: Hans Zimmer, Brainstorm/Winterstorm, Amon Amarth
Concerts Ive missed again: Sonata Arctica, Behemoth, the Vision Bleack, Van Canto ( )
Highlights of 2017: probably live-album of Blind Guardian, Insomnium Show at Ragnarök festival, NEW WINTERSUN ALBUM!!!
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Having done GDA for 12 years now, it's amazing to think of how different, and similar, things are. GDA feels like a juggernaut compared to other fan sites. We just recently passed 100k followers on Twitter, 226k followers on Facebook. In the past 6 months we've had 1.2 million visits (2.4 million page views).
While things are still pretty good, I can't help but look and wonder how different things could be.
Back in 2004 when I started, before sites like Facebook and Twitter, there were a bunch of small fansites. It was fun competing with each other sites like greenday.net, geekstinkbreath, billiejoe.org, greendayvideos.net, GDUK, to name just a few. It was a race to see who could get news up faster. Who would grow the most, who could offer something new and better to fans. I loved it. I spent nearly all my free time working on GDA. Chatting with people on AIM, then the GDA Chat Room. It felt like a real community.
It's different now that most sites have fallen off, and GDA and GDC have grown so much. I mean, we have more traffic than the official forum (a point that someone on Green Day's team highlighted recently - "we know you guys have the community we wish we did"). The main problem now is that there aren't really any more fansites, so a certain type of competition is gone. There are fan pages on Facebook, fan-related Twitter accounts, fan Tumblrs and Instagrams. The main issue we have at GDA is the speed of getting content out. Even though it's not a lot of work, it's recognizably harder to write up a post and put it on GDA than it is to just copy/paste a headline and link and post on FB or Twitter. I also think there's a much lower threshold of quality that people want on social media.
Much of the last year has felt like trying to play catch-up to a harder medium. I can't help but feel like we're failing on two sides. We take longer to post stuff up AND we don't even get everything posted. Some things come and go and we never get around to it.
Both points were totally valid and we deserved the criticism. I really do appreciate honest and constructive criticism. So I took applications for GDA editors a couple months back but decided to hold off on bringing anyone new on the team. Of course, I was called out then as well for more than likely not promoting someone because I'm stubborn and like to do everything myself. Again, totally valid.
It's hard for me to trust people to do a good job and make sure they don't fuck us over. Yes, I have terrible trust issues and it's leading to GDA being way behind other Green Day related accounts. This year even the official site/social media accounts have stepped it up. It looks like they hired some more people to manage the accounts and they get stuff out first and regularly. Since GDA kind of became the primary fan site, the only real competition I knew we'd have was with the official site stepping it up. And after 10 years, they have.
So now I don't know exactly where to go. We need to do a better job, and I go through phases of being 'Super-Andres' who posts stuff, and works on code, and upgrades GDC, to pretty much disppearing for several days/weeks. I don't know how to balance that out. I get super excited about something and just go till I get burned out, then hide away for a bit till something brings me back around.
12 years in, this whole thing hasn't gotten easier. Different challenges than we had back then, but still challenges none-the-less.