I'm not OK

I'm so fucking happy I could cry

"Mom and Dad will never understand."

im on a sentimental journey into sight and sound !!!

"You're always there to point out my mistakes
And shove them in my face"

Im what Im.....

The Stranglers' Waltzing Black, it doesnt have words apart from the laughter. That's how I feel.

"I love you's not enough - I'm lost for words..."

Kinda feeling like that at the moment.

I don't feel any shame i won't apologize/// and the rage and love the story of my life

It's actually a verse, but anyways.

"Tell me, I've still a lot to learn
Understand, these fires never stop
Believe me, when this joke is tired of laughing
I will hear the promise of my Orpheus sing"
-Orpheus by David Sylvian

And the ever famous
"I saw a werewolf with a chinese menu in his hand
walking through the streets of Soho in the rain"
-Werewolfs Of London by Warren Zevon

'' i know your sin i know sin sin sin youve got wings'' - gypsy rose lee - the distillers


''and when the ocean swells that day ill get on my ship
and ill sail away all this shit im on this ship'' - the blackest years - the distillers

in fact i can relate/explain myself with lots of distillers lyrics really.


XxX RoSe XxX

"sometimes I wish someone out there will find me, till then I walk alone"

"she said i can't take this place, I'm leaving it behind, She said I can't take this town I'm leaving you tonight"

"Mom and Dad will never understand"

&& the whole Jesus Of Suburbia song

+ many others

I'm not oh fucking kay

"There's a boy who fogs his world and now he's getting lazy
There's no motivation and frustration makes him crazy
He makes a plan to take a stand but always ends up sitting.
Someone help him up or he's gonna end up quitting."
Who Wrote Holden Caulfield - Green Day

I'd recommend reading Catcher in the Rye (in which Holden Caulfield is the main character) by J.D.Salinger, if you haven't already read it.

At the moment - "Am I strung out, crazy or not allowed, to be the one who gets stupid over you?" (Blink 182)
But thats really describing my life I guess, not me.

In general - "Fear of failure, fear of reprimand. Two big problems I've never had. I never doubted what I have inside" (Dag Nasty)
"When I got the music, I got a place to go" (Rancid)

And finally for Green Day measure, I relate a ton to Android and One of My Lies, the whole songs which Im not gonna write out.

I won't go down by myself, but i'll go down with my friends.

Queen!!!


"Oh yes I'm the great pretender" Freddie
"I was born to love you" Freddie
"Let me entertaint you" Queen
The entire "I got life" song from Hair
"I'm having trouble trying to sleep" GD

"lover I am loveless"

"I like sugar, and I like tea
But I don't like niggers...no siree!
There's two known things that'll make me puke
And that's a hog eatin' slop, and a big, black spook!

You know it...cause I show it
Like a barn-yard rooster I crow it!
And the NAACP
Would sure like to get a-hold of nigger-hatin' me!"

- Johnny Rebel

no, but in reality,

"There's a boy who fogs his world and now he's getting lazy
There's no motivation and frustration makes him crazy
He makes a plan to take a stand but always ends up sitting.
Someone help him up or he's gonna end up quitting"

- Green Day

My old English teacher made me read the book, cause he said I'm a lot like Holden is.
And those lyrics are..litterally about me

Look at me, you can tell
By the way I move and do my hair
Do you think that it's me or it's not me?
I don't even care
I'm alive
I don't smell
I'm the cleanest I have ever been.
I feel big, I feel tall, I feel dry dry

it's still
"You're never gonna fit in much, kid"
MCR - Teenagers

It's a shame about me and you, no one to blame but...you

Peel me off this velcro bed and get me moving

i thought it was "seat" not "bed"

"...move into someone elses place, stare into anothers eyes, and slowly only come to realise, that you didnt need another kind of green to know im on the right side with you" -john mayer trio

"you dont need to loose it to know that you had it" John mayer trio

"You're the dimple in my cheeks that I can't spit out.
You're the smile in my eyes that I can't cry out.
The word 'Subtle' is not a word that goes with
Eryn Smith."

-Eryn Smith, The Matches


Make the "Eryn" part of it say "Eve" instead, and you've got me.

"she's an extraordinary girl"

I'm one of those melodramatic fools
neurotic to the bone no doubt about it

I'm a walking contradiction and I ain't got no right

And armatage shanks, the whole song.

girl you really got to me now-van halen

"Some days she feels like dying, She gets so sick of crying"

my sig lyrics..

"The length I've gone are just long miles
Would they be shorter if I were dead"

and many, MANY other green day songs obviously.

mainly from 1039 SOSH and dookie.

I'm sure I've said it before but "I'm a loser and a user so I don't need no accuser" from When I Come Around

and some Green Day songs that I think fits with one of my friends

Road to acceptance

"I always waste my time just wondering
What the next man thinks of me
I'll never do exactly what I want
And I'll sculpt my life for your acceptance"

it fits her

and my other friend, when I listen to these songs I think of her

She

"She screams in silence
A sullen riot penetrating through her mind
Waiting for a sign to smash the silence with the brick
of self control

Are you locked up in a world that's been planned out for you?
Are you feeling like a social tool without a use?

Scream at me until my ears bleed
I'm taking heed just for you"

and

Extraordinary girl

"She's an extraordinary girl,
In an ordinary world,
And she can't seem to get away

He lacks the courage in his mind,
Like a child left behind,
Like a pet left in the rain

She's all alone again,
Wiping the tears from her eyes

Somedays he feels like dying,
She gets so sick of crying"

it describes her realationship with someone

And I'm an animal.
;)

It's a hard life
To be true lovers together
To love and live forever in each others hearts
It's a long hard fight
To learn to care for each other
To trust in one another right from the start
When you're in love

*tries to pick one* Ahh, fuck it, here's 4.

"I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies." because, really, all I hear around the world IS hollow lies, and I beg to differ with the shit. [Song - Green Day - Holiday]

"I walk a lonely road...My shadow's only one that walks beside me." because I have huuuuge fights with my friends, and when that happens I feel like that. [Song - Green Day - Blvd. Of Broken Dreams]

"I'm not okay, You wear me out." because I really AM sick of my (lets air-quote this) "friends" who do nothing but stab me in the back, and I'm the one having to keep up with the shit and say it isnt true.
[Song - MCR - I'm Not Okay (I Promise)]

"Oh, we dance in misery, and we dance on, and we dance on." because the only time I dance is really when I'm upset. [Song - AFi - Dancing Through Sunday]

There ya go.

"Was it just a dream, that happened long ago?"

"I'm sick of all the same old shit"

"When you feel embarrassed then i'll be your pride
When you need directions then i'll be the guide
For all time. "

Death Cab For Cutie - Passenger Seat

>I was fine before you walked into my life..

I tried so hard an got so far, but in the end it doesn't even matter...

-In The End, Linkin Park

I think if you are truly original, Words cannot sum up you and your personality.

Not a line in a song, Part the the wisdom of a 20 year old sitting at home wondering if they should have a bagel or not. .

the road outside my house is paved with good intentions.

my weakness is, that i care too much.

"Corozon De Oro"

it's over before it starts, oh don't you know
so on your marks, standby, ready, go
from London to New York, Montreal to Tokyo
i see visions of her everywhere i go.

what have i become (i become), now that i'm alone
i'm just looking for, a way to break through these walls
i'm just looking, for a place that i can call my home
is anybody out there got a soul, cuzim just lookin' for a girl
the girl with the heart of gold

she overturns once again with her, oh with her champagne taste,
she goes straight down the rat hole
with her total recklessness, tomorrow will come on through
and i got nothing but a silhouette girl, met her in darkness, and i say

what have i become (i become), now that i'm alone
i'm just looking for, a way to break through these walls
i'm just looking, for a place that i can call my home
is anybody out there got a soul, cuzim just lookin' for a girl
the girl with the heart of gold
ya know, i'm just lookin' for the girl, the girl with the heart of gold

yeah i'm in a corner, i start over, start the whole thing clean
all the pain and heartache in all my years, i was always to blame
i dream of this girl, yeah an angelic ghost, met her in my neighborhood
i'm a downtown member at a drug lot, don't let me be misunderstood
i'm a downtown member at a party lot, don't let me be misunderstood

i'm just looking for, a way to break through these walls
i'm just looking, for a place that i can call my home
is anybody out there got a soul, ya know,
i'm just looking for a girl, the girl with the heart of gold
i'm just lookin' for a girl, the girl with a heart of gold of gold



But from a female perspective.

"I declare I don't care no more
I'm burning up and out and growing bored"

"but if my spirit is strong, i know it can't be wrong.
don't question, i'm not alone.. somehow i'll find my way home."

it's not really explaing myself but i can relate to it best now...

"I'd die drowned by your standards." Malleus Maleficarum -AFI

"I'd show a smile, but I'm too weak, I'd share for you, could I only speak, just how much this hurts me." This Time Imperfect -AFI

Trashed and scattered again, I'm feeling so low
you waste your breath while fucking with me, my blood is so cold
my destination always unknow, I'll find my way to hell
but goddamn motherfuckers always wasting my time

--Trashed and scattered - Avenged Sevenfold

OR

I'm not growing up, I'm just burning out
and I stepped in line to walk amoungst the dead

--Burnout - Green Day

I don't know, it pretty much changes everyday

even though i dont like the band (relient k)

"who i am hates who i've been"

"Septomatic . . .
Luv addict luv addict"

"Do you live? Do you die? Do you bleed... for the fantasy? Automatic I imagine I believe."