"am i retarded or am i just overjoyed?"

you heard it on aol sessions bonnie
"am i retarded or am i just unemployed?"

^yeah but on the cd version it says overjoyed

i´m a smart-ass but i´m playing dumb.

Basket Case:
do you have the time, to listen to me whine?
about nothing an deverything all at once?
I am one of those, melodramatic fools.
nuerotic to the bone
no doubt about it.

sometimes i give myself the creeps.
sometimes my mind plays tricks on me.
it all keeps adding up
i think im crackin up.
am i just paranoid
or am i just stoned?

She:
are you locked up in a world
thats been planned out for you
are you feelin like a social tool without a use?

Jesus of Suburbia: I Dont Care:
everyones so full of shit
born and raised by hypocrites
hearts recycled
but never saved
from the cradel
to the grave

we are the kids of war and peace
from Anaheim to the Middle East
we are the stories and desciples of
the Jesus Of Suburbia

I Fought the Law (Green Day cover version):
I miss my baby
and i miss my fun
I fought the law
and the law won

edit: I'm a complex individual

yea, i like the overjoyed one better

thanks

Look at me
Can you tell
By the way I move and do my hair?
Do you think that it's me,
Or is it not me?
I don't even care

I made sure that I look how I wanted to look

The Used - I'm A Fake

"I'm damaged bad at best"

"there's nothing much left of me"

"but I don't need no friends, as long as I gaze on waterloo sunset, I am in paradise"


"and what can I say but I'm wired this way and you're
wired to me,
and what can I do but wallow in you unintentionally?
what kind of paradise am I looking for?
I've got everything I want and still I want more.

regretfully, I guess I've simple things to say.
why me?
why this now?
why this way?"

"Don't you dare disturb me (don't complicate my peace of mind)
While I'm balancing my past (don't complicate my peace of mind)
'Cause you can't help or hurt me (the anger, being mean was just a waste of time)
Like it already has, it may not seem quite right
But I'm not fucked, not quite"

"We were not meant to be another face in the crowd." Anywhere but Here- Rise against

"Is she ultra-violent? Is she disturbed?"
And pretty much the rest of pulling teeth. I always beat this one guy up and I found out he liked me since 3rd grade. XP I made him cry 2 times.

Oh, I just thought of a new one (because I heard this song today for the first time in a while):

"You say that I've changed, well maybe I did. But even if I've changed, what's wrong with it?"
-- Third Eye Blind: "Never Let You Go"

Stranded lost inside myself my own worst friend and my own closest enemy

Insomniac- Armatage Shanks

Pretty much the whole song, since I had to pick one line, this one most closely explains what goes on inside my head

right now?

wish you were here.......pink floyd

"i think im dumb... or maybe just happy"

or

"come ease the pain thats in my heart"

"Does it feel like we've never alive? Does it feel like its only just begun?" --R-Evolve: 30 Seconds To Mars

yep....

hell yeah. itsnt it sooo amazing? <333
one of the best Misfits songs.

Are you locked up in a world that's been planned out for you?
Are you feeling like a social tool without a use?

'Are you living in a world that's been planned out for you'

'Am I retarded or am I just overjoyed?'

'I'm a smartass but I'm playin' dumb'

"I forget to forget nothing is important"~ To Forgive- Smashing Pumpkins

I couldn't remember if I posted here once before or not, so I went back to look, and the strange thing is that the lyric I posted way back on August 10th is still the most fitting thing I can think of now.

"To this day I'm asking why I still think about you" ~ Paper Lanterns

"here we go again infactuation touches me just when I thought that it would end... well i throw away my past mistakes and contemplate my future. that's when I say, what the hey!"

she smashed the radio whith the board of education

"i wanna roll with the gangstas, but so far they all just think im white and nerdy"

I wish I was special, so fucking special...I don't remember the name of the music, Radiohead

Most likely :
Hey Miss Murder can I?
Make beauty stay if I,
Take my life?

Less is More - Relient K

Jesus, I pray
Take all my mistakes
Throw them away
Destroy them for my sake
Jesus, I call out 'cause I'm sorry

Jesus, I pray
Just know what I'm tryin' to say

Jesus, I plead
Please purify me
Make my heart clean
Drench me with your mercy
Jesus, I pray
I love you, I need you
For the rest of my days
I swear I will seek you

real life goes undefined, why most you be so miserable?-summer shudder, AFI
it says home is where your heart is but what a shame, cuz everyone's heart doesn't beat the same, it's beating out of time-JOS
for a change, i'll refrain from hiding all of me from you-the interview, AFI
where'er you go, you know i'll be there-poprocks and coke

I have no idea.
But at the moment:

"She's as pretty as a car crash, sexy as the stinger from a hornet in your arm. Just another modern swinger. Screaming "Catch me if you can!" with a ciggerette in hand. But it's love. "
The Pink Spiders- Modern Swinger

Acually, I just like that song.

The song that discribes me the most right now would be:
" I'm different and you're distant, add it up and it makes no difference. "
Stuck in America by Sugarcult.
It just seems to relate so well with my relationship to most people at the moment.

I killed this thread

yeah, you did.

Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me
but today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

And i smell like shit

"i'm too sexy for my shirt,so sexy it hurts"

not quite a line but i'm feeling kinda "paper lanterns" today

^^ heh.......you could only say something like that here

"Shit, piss, fuck, cunt, cocksucker, motherfucker, tits, fart, turd, and twat"

Six feet deep is the incision
In my heart that barless prison
Discolours all with tunnel vision
Sunsetter...
Nymphetamine
Sick and weak from my condition
This lust, this vampiric addiction
To her alone in full submission
None better...
Nymphetamine

"sometimes i still feel i'm walking alone"

either that or

"i can't explain myself at all"

"I wanna make the people dance gonna take off my pants" off of I Wanna Be On TV.

Are you locked up in a world that's been planned out for you?
Are you feeling like a social tool without a use?


Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me


Like a sheep runs from the herd
Marching out of time


And I walked this line,
A million and one fucking times,
But not this time

"And without you is how i disappear."
-My Chemical Romance

I'm not Okay (I Promise)
It's a song title, but whatever

Well... It's a tie between:

"I'm not cool and I'll never be..." ("The Art of Losing" By: American Hi-Fi)

and

"Castaway - Going at it alone
Castaway - Now I'm on my own
Castaway - Going at it alone
Castaway - Now I'm on my own...."

(Pretty obvious, but just in case, Source: "Castaway" by: Green Day)

(I'm feeling a little "I'm Not Okay (I Promise)" today, though...)

shake your bon bon

'I do what I want, and you do what you're told'

shake shake shake shake shake shake shake your bootay

'If you look in the mirror and don't like what you see, you can find out first hand what it's like to be me' --My Chemical Romance

and

'I don't feel any shame, I won't apologize' --Green Day

DO YOU HAVE THE TIME TO LISTEN TO ME WHINE................................